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+ 6	An Unforgettable Night
+ 11	Runaway Pain [Part 5]
+ 9	Runaway Pain Part 4
+ 13	A true story of a raped girl..
+ 14	Numbness
+ 12	Runaway Pain [Part 3]
+ 11	Runaway Pain [Part2]
+ 18	Runaway Pain [Part 1]

         After she left the funeral home she stopped by her friend Zara's house.She knocked on the front door,A woman answered "Is Zara home?"Isabella Asked."No she's not can I help you?"the woman asked."Yes I was just needing a few things of mine ,I was wondering if I could get them".The woman led her to Zara's room.As Isabella examined her room all he could think of was to runaway just get away from the pain of losing her mother.The pain of being the out casted child.It was all she could do now was just get away.As she grabbed whatever bags she could find from Zara's room she packed as much clothes and things she needed.Her and Zara had been friends since kindergarten and were like sisters.They were practically twins they were the same size,same hair color ,facial features and even loved all the same interests.Zara's mother told Isabella that she was staying at her fathers house for the weekend and was sorry she couldn't attend the funeral.Isabella then planned to just runaway  and get away from all her problems.She snuck into the kitchen and packed as much junk food as she could into her backpack.

             As Isabella walked the downtown streets of Indianapolis,Indiana  she thought about all the things that were running through her head.The abuse,sickness,school,relationships and most of all SUICIDE.Before her mother died she was the happiest girl ever.She may not have had alot of friends but,she always had Zara.Her and Zara did everything together.shoplifted,skipped class or ditched school completely.They were both criticized and teased constantly.They were all each other had.Sometimes they never came home at night or stayed at Zara's house and got drunk and watched music videos.She never said good bye to Zara but,she couldn't stay at her house anymore she couldn't take the molestation anymore.Ever since she was 8 when her mother started to get deathly ill her stepfather would always touch her inappropriately.When her mother went to the hospital to have surgery he raped her on a daily basis.She couldn't live like that anymore.Zara never knew of what was happening she couldn't bare anymore to know.Now that her mother is gone she had nothing else to lose.As Isabella walked by an alley beside a bridal store she noticed a blonde hair boy dressed in all black staring at her.she began to walk more quickly.Afraid of what would happen if she didn't.Soon he was right behind her.He reached out and touched her shoulder."Hey there,What are you doing out here so late mostly  downtown?"Scared to answer she studdered reluctantly,"Uhhh um..... It's really none of your business."Shocked at her answered he said "Well, My Names Brad....Yea I'm just getting out of the hell hole some call a home you?".Happy to know there was someone in the same position as her she became a little more comfortable."Oh yea same here...um by the way my names Isabella...I just couldn't strand being at home anymore,I really don't think they know I'm gone.""Hey, listen I was staying with a buddy of mine if you need a place to sleep I'm sure he'll let you stay there for awhile.I mean if you want to."Now she was thinking what was going on why is he being so kind...maybe he's one of those sick creeps who's always looking for little girls to prey on."Um... yea sure thanks".

           As they walked 20 minutes to his friend Joe's house they discussed what had happen to them growing up and what their interests were in life."Yea life's been a real pain for me, my mom's childish loner and lives off other guys and well my dad.I don't know much about him.I honestly don't give a crap anymore,it's like the hell with my future.I grew up in the system in and out of foster care and group homes.It's not much fun but hell you get free clothes,food and shelter right?""Yea i guess I mean I  never went through anything like that so I can't tell you I understand But, I feel your frustration".She felt as if she knew Brad for a long time she trusted him.Would go anywhere with him,it seemed as thou he was her knight and shining armor."I really never gave a shit about religion I mean to me God doesn't exist nor has he ever.Are you Christian?Because I mean they would flip out on me if I say this because, well not to be stereotypical but they are very judgmental tomorrows satanists.Well, not all but, ones I've met have been"She had never met a satanist before she was in awe to what he said."Well, I never really had a religion nor cared for one.I went to church with friends thats about it".He stared at her in amazement even thou he shouldn't be shocked to meet someone who never had a religious background he himself and been Christian before he was taken away by child Protection Services."Yea,I don't blame you".

         They finally reached Joe's house."Hey Joe,What's up?"Brad gave joe a pat on the back and both Isabella and Brad walked inside to the kitchen where he got her a soda."Do you drink" he asked."Um.. Yea me and my  friend Zara always did".He began to show her  around the house and explained what to do if the cops ever showed up to check the house for runaways.They began to talk about what they wanted out of life,they also discussed their favorite bands and interests."Hey, if you ever need someone to watch your back or if your in trouble call me and I'll be there as fast as I can."Zara began to think of what it would be like if her step dad ever tried to attack her again and what Brad would do to protect her.She didn't know why but, there was something about him she adored.She wasn't sure if it was his strawberry blonde hair or his dead pale skin tone or most of all his security he had projected on her.What ever it was she wanted to be near him all the time.She began to get sleepy so she went to the back bedroom and laid down in bed.She started to think about her past again.Zara,Abuse,Rape,Mother,Death,Boys,Love...Brad,they were so common to her now.All she wanted was to fall asleep in Brad's arms and never let go.

        When Isabella woke up the next morning Brad came into her room with a breakfast sandwich from Mcdonald's."I figured you might be hungry so i went and got you something.""Thanks" she said as she took a bite of her sandwich."You know it's not so bad after awhile,at first your paranoid the cops will get you or someone will see you.But, really this world is big so many places to go.Stick with me and you'll be fine trust me".And with that she just let her guard down she clinged to him liek he was the greatest thing in the world.he was her protector,her guider,her friend.Her Friend.The words stuck in her head... just a friend.She couldn't stand the fact he was just her friend.She wanted him to be more.He wasn't like all the perverted lying and backstabbing guys she;d been with.

             He decided to take her around downtown so she'd get equipted  with the directions and ways around the city.They went into a gas station to buy them a coke.As they walked past the officer guarding the exit she began to have an uneasy feeling.Brad leaned over to her ear"It's ok just relax play it cool he'll never know" he whispered.They didn't have enough for two pops so they shared.It was probably the most romantic thing she had ever done.She knew he didn't feel the same for her but, she wasn't sure why she kept falling for him.Whatever it was she didn't want it to stop.

          Soon they began to walk behind a building close to a pair of train tracks and woods.They started noticing cop cars around the area more then others.It was late anyway they had spent all day just walking the streets talking about random things.Soon a cop car came up behind him they tried to act as calm as possible.She wanted to run just run.You done it before just run move your likes and don't stop she kept telling herself.He didn't turn his head toward her or look her way he kept looking straight."Run,Just run don't look back just run keep going till your safe go to Joe's tell him what happen.Go!Just go!"She wasn't sure what he meant until h started running towards the alley beside the building and the woods.She knew now,she knew what he meant turn around and run Isabella don't look back don't save him.She wanted to,she wanted to be there and save him.She didn't want to let him go she was afraid alone and scared.Then she started to run she ran down the opposite direction of the train tracks.She turned around for a quick second to see both officer chase him and then....tazered him.She fell to the ground he almost made it he was almost gone why.Why why did he get caught.She didn't care everything he told her.Run.Go.safe.Joe.Hide...As she ran she took everything out of the hoodie Brad had given her earlier that day and threw it on the ground she put her hood up and ran.Never did she once look back to see her fallen knight be taken away by what now she feared.Authority.

      As she walked the downtown streets,the thoughts returned to her.Why did she have to runaway anything was better then living in fear of your life.she hugged his hoodie and held it close to her.All she wanted was to die now. To just put herself away so she wouldn't have to deal with the pain of losing someone else she loved.She was all alone in this world now and no where to go.She pulled up her sleeve to reveal her past scars of shame.All she wanted now at this very second was death the word suicide ran through her head like a power drilled.Drilling the thoughts deeper and deeper into her head.She wanted to end this pain and rid the shame she felt so deep inside.Worthless.Stupid.Ugly.Nobody.She took off the necklace containing one of the keys her Ex had given her.A cheap fake 25 cent key so small sharp.Oh so sharp.Then she  walked and sat under a nearby bridge and took the key and dug it deep into her skin.Harder deeper....Blood.the sight of blood calms her it always has.Over and over she cut her wrist ,relieving the pain she built up inside.

           As she began to walk toward the direction of joe's house a copy car stoped in front of her."Do you know what time it is?It's past curfew.I'm going to have to take you in,What your name miss?"The thing she feared most is now 5 feet away.She can run she can still have a chance at getting away just do it get away."Isabella" she answered devastated."Get in the back please your coming with me."RUN!! JUST RUN GET AWAY YOU CAN DO IT.DON'T BE STUPID.EVERYTHING YOU'VE BEEN THROUGH LOST GONE IT WILL BE FOR NOTHING!!!As Isabella got in the back of the car.The officer knew she was a runaway by how she was dressed and how late it was outside.

         As soon as they pulled up to a brick building with a playground in front and a sign that read "Safe House Irvington Indiana" .She could run he's not looking.Then she decided to do it run get away form this she couldn't go back to them.She refused to undergo that hell she had once before.She began to run the opposite direction and past Washington st.She knew they'd look for her,they'd find her.Alone and helpless again and lost in the world.She was tired she need to just let go of herself and just lose herself inside her head.Sort things out and figure out what she'd done wrong.

      

 

* ******This story is Based off of some True experiences in my life.The places in this story had to be changed because of their location and to protect the safety of others.Brad and Isabella are real people and are still in contact with each other to this present day.Isabella's real name had to be changed by her request thank you.If you could could to let me know if i should continue this story or whatever you think.**********

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