My Suiside Note (4)

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Zzzzzzzzz Zzzzzzzzzz my phone started to vibrate in my purse. Crap i dug through my purse but couldn't find it. i dumped it all on my bed and pushed it around till i saw it. my new side kick had stoped vibrating. my boyfriend had gotin it for me for my birthday. i checked the missed called list. it was him! i sighed and called back.

hey... i can't make it tonight. he said. but something wasn't right. what was that noise in the backround...

oh... um.. whats that noise in the backround... i asked with a shakey voice, afraid to hear the answer.

oh that! its just the tv! .... (Josh i'm bored... come back to bed!!) i heard in the backround

YEAH THE TV!!! YOU JERK!!!!!!!!! I NEVER, NEVER!!! WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!!!!

BANG!!!! I threw the phone agianst the wall and saw it smash into peices. i put on my shoes and stormed outta the appartment. i wasn't sure were i was going and honestly i didn't care just away from him and the appartment was fine with me. i walked about 5 blocks when i saw coffie shop. i hated coffie but knew they had great cake so i went in, but wished i hadn't. it reaked of cleaning products and the food looked like it had be cooked in a dirty microwave. what kinda coffie shop is this?? i thought. i left and want to go pick up candy, something told me to hurry... something told my i shoulda never left her there alone.