never thought

The day I was born you hated me because I was born on your birthday. but after awhile you had fallin in love with me. We used to play, We used to run around the house and get in trouble. We had played in the snow when you didnt want to. But when I got older things have went the there different ways... You went out on weekends I didnt have no one to be with all I did was watch tv and wait tell you got home. but by the time you had got home it was to late to play. You will tell me we will do something tomorrow. tomorrow has came we didnt do anything thing.... You slept tell late... then you went out again.. I waited up for you again... You told me the same thing you said the other night Tomorrow we will do something and I mean it this time... Next day, you had done it again... and it was time for me to go home... Maybe next weekend we will do something together and this time we will...I went home, gone to school the next day... after I got out of school, me and my friend came home, mother had some news so my friend had to go, mother sitting me down.. and she said Honey im sorry to tell you this and I didnt want to tell you this morning and this is why I didnt wanna get you up to watch the news with me, please tell me mommy what happen whats going on, well honey its your sister what about her I said well honey she got hurt really bad, then mommy can we go see her, no we cant see her, mommy why, she had die she said...I started to cry, I had cried all that night....I couldnt sleep or eat, I was only 9years old, and didnt understand why. but, she was my friend and my sister, and now I will never see her again... I wish you where here Kelli, I wished you could be here to watch me grow up to me a young women.... I miss you so much, and I wish you where here..... I know in my heart, that your always going to be here for me, and your watching over me......But only if we had been together that nights when I was at your house...or only if I was at your house that night before you had died i wouldnt of let you go, and you would still be here with me.....