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What's To Know? P2

NonFiction Created on 6-13-07 Views(77) Story Rating G

It's offical. My life is nothing. My grandmother has died. She is in fact in a better place. My mother is friends with a guy I can't stand to save my life. He is a pervert, a creep, and a clingly little *bad word*. I like someone while I love someone else. My new crush is my best friend's crush. I'm so ashamed. My love isn't here to comfort me. This is the only way I can truly express myself. My friend whom seemd like a sister to me isn't here for me to talk to. Everything I know and love is fading away into the darkness. I can't see ahead of me. I'm afraid. I'm afraid of everything. Nothing seems stable this time around. I'm scared to kill myself, to die. My words bring me to tears as a type on this tear stained keyboard. Plenty of helping hands reaching for me. But yet, I refuse to grab one. Is there anything wrong with me? Do I need help? These are the questions that kill me slowly when I try to sleep. My friends seem so far away. Sadly, I must quit typing or my father will get angry. I shall write again. That much is true.

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On June 28th 2007 LostSoul1121 Said :
LostSoul1121 sorry my big brother typed it
On June 27th 2007 LostSoul1121 Said :
LostSoul1121 Is it him? I want the truth. I wont get mad, i promise. Let me help you. I feel that my life is nothing. I tired of being so depressed. I just cant help it. Dont trust a thumbtack or razor or anything else sharp. They may help at first. Then when you relize your better than that. The marks are still there. After you cut, it sticks with you for life. They will ALWAYS remind you. ttyl.....k. Byez