Not Another Love Story 13

So this is where life turns into Hell. All of the laughter and the memories are gone. Where did it go? Why did it happen?

"Uhmm, wow. I don't know what to say. I'm going to go Sher. I need time to think about this," I said with tears running down my face. I have no one else left now.
"Wait"
"What?"
"Please don't give up on me like everyone else"
"Who's everyone else?"
"Tyler"
"You told him before me?!" I cant believe this. She just decides she wants to trust him over me. This can't be happening
"No. thats not what I was trying to say"
"Then what was it Sher?"
"Have another secret you want to tell me that I might not know about"
"I DIDN'T WANT TO TELL YOU BECAUSE I KNEW YOU LIKED TYLER SO I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO FEEL BAD FOR LIKING HIM BECAUSE IM DYING!" Whoah. She knows?
"I have to go. Bye" I walked right up the stairs and closed the door on my way up and walked through the hallway to get to the door. I slammed it too to add effect. I always was one of those drama queens. But anways, how did she know? How long has she known? Why does my love story seem to have to be like this? I lost my boyfriend and my best friend. And now my best friend is dying and shes pregenant. Life just never goes well for me. It seems like I feel like dying. I feel like shooting something. Just being totally randomly violent seems like the answer right now. Just to end it all. Just for everything to just stop. And I could just go to sleep and never wake up. I dont feel good. My stomach is turning and I feel like I"m going to barf.

FLASHBACK
He did me hard. So hard. In me and out. And I just couldn't stop it. He held me down.

This can't be happening