Beauty Is Thin 10

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A week after my near death experience, Jody invited me out for coffee. I was extremely happy as always to go. She came Thursday, in her black Honda. I loved her car more than any other...

 

Our talk ranged from cutting to life, and eventually fell onto the subject of Richard.

 

“So...If you don't mind me asking, what's your relationship with Richard. Does he just give you ocational rides to the rink, ”

 

“Oh um...I actually wanted to talk to you about that earlier...He told me two nights ago that he liked me.” I told her, the memory coming back to my mind.

 

I continued on telling her all that had happened, him inviting me to the movies, his attempt at holding my hand, the comment he made on how he wanted to grab my ass, him flirting with my friend, and all the other stories.

 

Finally at the end of this, she asked me if it would be alright for her to go and talk with Richard. I was definitely hesitant. Although Richard was acting unappropriated for our age difference, he cared about me...I first tried to talk her out of it, asking her if he was really any danger to me. She replied by telling me that he had had previous relationships with minors, was a liar, and that she wouldn't underestimate him to take advantage of me.

 

With that, my decision was easily made. Jody thought it was best, obviously because it was for the best for her to talk to him.

 

Friday night Richard messaged me, he was talking to me normally...Jody obviously hadn't talked to him yet...As I talked with him, I realized that this truly would be our last conversation...

 

It made me sad, but this was for Jody. As I was about to leave to go to sleep, he said something that struck me as...odd.

 

Richard: Good night Emily. Te amo mi amor.

 

I logged off without giving it much though. Yet later that night as I was about to drift off to sleep I remember...Amor...That means love. Shit....

 

 

Saturday came, the day she was supposed to talk with him. The entire day I feared for what would happen. Finally around 9:00 pm, Richard messaged me. He was outraged....

 

 

 

Richard says:

i hope your happy.

Richard says:

yew won't ever see me again.

Richard says:

good bye emily

emily says:

Can I ask what happened?

Richard says:

she told me to stay the Fuck away from yew. in those words too.

Richard says:

so i'm not even gonna talk to yew anymore cause apparently everything i say upsets yew and causes yew to cut. so Fuck it.

Richard says:

so this is the last time i will start the conversation. if yew wanna talk to me yew can but i will not start the convo

Richard says:

before i leave what was it yew wanted to talk about in person. your gonna have to tell me on here cause yew won't see me

Richard says:

ever again

emily says:

It's not important anymore.

 

 

Yet it was important...I had wanted to tell him that he had helped me a lot through life but I didnt want him flirting with me

 

 

Richard says:

apparently. seems everything i wanna know isn't important. whatever. i'm done. Fuck this

Richard says:

and when did i ever call yew a bitch?

emily says:

You didn't directly.

Richard says:

how did i indirectly then?

emily says:

You'd be even more pissed off then you already are if I told you.

Richard says:

highly doubt it. go for it.

Richard says:

yew have no idea how pissed i am.

emily says:

I can imagine pretty well.

Richard says:

no yew can't just tell me

emily says:

Sorry but no.

Richard says:

yew do realize that and that alone makes me pissed even more at yew.

Richard says:

but i guess yew don't really care.

emily says:

You didn't care when I was extremely pissed at you.

Richard says:

yes i did. thats why the last couple of nights I've been trying to be nice

Richard says:

fine, play your little games. i don't care anymore.

emily says:

My little games? What games are these?

Richard says:

the ones where yew want every question yew ask answered but won't answer mine. that game.

Richard says:

but don't worry about answering them now. cause i really don't care anymore

emily says:

The questions I ask you often aren't answered and the only questions I don't answer of yours are the ones that I tell you from the start I'm not going to answer.

Richard says:

whatever emily. as i said i don't care anymore. i really don't

Richard says:

i hope yew have a nice life.

 

 

I sat there...tears rolling down my face. A voice spoke in the back of my mind though that kept me going....'Good...You've done it. What you just did was for the best. You've become closer to Jody in your actions.'

 

My thoughts were discontinued by another message though

 

 

 

Richard says:

and can i ask yew something

Richard says:

not about the bitch

Richard says:

part

emily says:

Sure

Richard says:

unless yew wanna answer that

Richard says:

but why yew tell jody that im persuing yew???

Richard says:

when im not

emily says:

I didn't tell her that, I told her of other things, which I'm guessing she got the idea settled on that.

Richard says:

oh

Richard says:

what other things yew tell her

Richard says:

?

emily says:

Just answering the questions she asked mostly.

Richard says:

may i inquire what those were

emily says:

I'm not really sure she would want me to say, they were mostly just simple questions though like had we been talking etc.

Richard says:

oh

Richard says:

ok

Richard says:

well can yew just tell her to stay the fuck away from me

Richard says:

cause i dont want her up in my face every time im there

Richard says:

well i'll be around if YEW wanna talk

Richard says:

bye

Richard says:

one more thing and then im gone

emily says:

Yeah?

Richard says:

the bitch thing

Richard says:

im in a decent mood that cant get fucked up

emily says:

My answer hasn't changed.

Richard says:

your answer was that yew didnt want to upset me

Richard says:

and yew cant

emily says:

It'd upset me more than you honestly.

Richard says:

fine

Richard says:

well when yew are up to it will yew tell me

Richard says:

i wanna know what i said or did that came across as callin yew a bitch

emily says:

Btw,

emily says:

I'm sorry, seriously, but I can't tell Jody that.

Richard says:

fine

emily says:

Thanks for understanding.

Richard says:

if she gets in my face again i will

Richard says:

may i ask why?

emily says:

I think it would hurt her.

Richard says:

right now i honestly dont care

Richard says:

that may sound harsh but i dont

emily says:

You have nothing to blame her for, she was doing this as a favor for me.

Richard says:

well yeah, if she gets up in my face again im gonna tell her

Richard says:

also

Richard says:

why yew send her the convo's we have

Richard says:

how would yew like it if i sent them to Mel

emily says:

Well honestly I wouldn't mind...

Richard says:

really now...

emily says:

Yeah.

Richard says:

w/e

Richard says:

well please dont send any more of our convo's to her

emily says:

Fine.

Richard says:

otherwise i will seriously ignore yew completely

Richard says:

well i'm out

Richard says:

already talked to yew more than i should have

Richard says:

according to jody anyways

Richard says:

and i wouldnt wanna upset her anymore than i already have

Richard says:

*psh*

 

 

I'm so lucky to have Jody...Yet Richard has left my life...He's forever gone...

 

 

Alright! So I dedicate this chapter to pinkslip300. I'm seriously so lucky to have her as a fan, and this chapter wouldnt have gotten out tonight with out all my fans like her. ^__^

So I actually found this conversation in my documents, I saved it from that Saturday night. I remember being so fucking scared when he first said I hope your happy now.

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