Beauty Is Thin 8

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I smiled down at the pink line, as it quickly flooded over with crimson. I breathed in slowly...

This is for him...That bastard...This is for him...

A knock came on the door, and panic ran through my veins. I quickly went to my normal routine and hid the razor under my cell phone, then pulled down the black sweater.

My brother came in with the phone in his hands. It was my father wanting to talk with me. He had called my cell phone 6 times, every time being ignored.

Without speaking, I took the phone, keeping my left arm close to my side. I nodded to him in thanks as he left, then quickly pressed end on the phone.

I wasn't going to talk to him, he didn't deserve it. He already had his chance to make up being my father, and had killed that chance. I didn't hand out second chances so easily.

I grabbed the razor and pressed it harder than ever against my flesh, I breathed in deeply then tore it fast across.

I shut my eyes then slowly slid down to the floor, biting my lip as I did so. My wrist was throbbing, and the cut was deep.

Eight minutes passed, and the blood continued to flood over my forearm. My heart beat quickly.

What the hell should I do? Tell my mother...Hell no...

I needed to find something though, I slowly raised up from the ground again, my vision blurred as I did so. I dialed in Jody's number and waited...Unfortunately it went to her voice mail.

I sighed then laid down, my mind completely calm. My vision blurred more and my willingness to keep fighting was dying down. Slowly all life in me began to fade...

The feeling...It was so...So utterly peaceful, I was so calm...

My feeling was interrupted though by a shot of panic at realizing that I might die. After three seconds though, that panic died as well, and I went back to my calm feeling.

I closed my eyes finally, and slowly breathed in.

I didn't need to worry anymore...I was...Gone.

So what do you think of this chapter? You know what I think...I think it deserves some rates and comments....Do you agree? >:D

Btw, this is NOT the last chapter...

AND! Any questions or anything? Love you all <3