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+ 4	We ARE The Fucked Up Kids [Part Twelve]
+ 7	A Heartbreak Addiction FULL
+ 9	(Sneak Peak) A Heartbreak Addiction.
+ 10	We ARE The Fucked Up Kids [Part Eleven]
+ 11	We ARE The Fucked Up Kids [Part Ten]
+ 20	We ARE The Fucked Up Kids [Part Nine]
+ 19	We ARE The Fucked Up Kids [Part Eight]
+ 19	We ARE The Fucked Up Kids [Part Seven]
+ 19	Just Children You Know. Part One.
+ 20	Hard To Forget...
+ 23	We ARE The Fucked Up Kids [Part Six]
+ 24	We ARE The Fucked Up Kids [Part Five]
+ 21	A Love Addiction...
+ 26	We ARE The Fucked Up Kids [Part Four]
+ 27	We ARE The Fucked Up Kids [Part Three]
+ 31	We ARE The Fucked Up Kids [Part Two]
+ 26	Must Have Stabbed Him 50 Fucking Times…. [Part 4]
+ 51	We ARE The Fucked Up Kids [Part One]
+ 45	We ARE The Fucked Up Kids [Info. READ PLEASE]
+ 44	Must Have Stabbed Him 50 Fucking Times…. [Part 3]

This is our story of the fucked up kids that we really are.

I explained that we were all about.... Abuse, Sexual abuse, Selfharming for some, mental issues and adults that seem to fuck up our lives more then they already are.

Well I'mm introduce myself properly,

Hello I'm Jamii. I'm fourteen years old and live in a place in England nobody seems to know abot, I have friends & best friends but nobody knows what I'm erally about. Deep down I'm a neurotic mess who seems to cheat myself through life, and "fake it until I make it" I really do that. Unfortunately I haven't found out a way to keep myself out of my own head at the moment, I'm still looking for an answer...

Now about Dolly, she's fifteen years old, so older then me by a few months and a lot taller. She's a funny person I think she used humor to cover up her insecurity but I haven't really looked into that yet, but at the moment her comical essence hasn't really been present. But self harming and depression seems to be setting in with her lately and it's not good.

Dolly's story isn't that far from mine when we were just kids, we both were sexualy abused and that left a few, shall we say "scratches" in our personality's and minds. But now I deal with it like it should be, a thing of the past that doesn't affect my future in anyway possible, but for Doll it's come up lately. She's only just told her father & mother so she's been with the police rather a lot. It's bringing back memories & nightmares from her childhood... That's really not good. There isn't a time I've seen her when she looks happy she just cries. A LOT

...Now. We can obliviously tell whose mind is stronger and a bit more complex so it doesn't get ripped apart by every little "scratch" in the road. If you didn't get that it's me. I'm the strongest out of the both of us. So I can pick up the pieces faster, it just takes a bit more time for her to do it.

Well a little more about me, my father is a mental case of his own. I hate him! So much & I'm not just saying that. I seriously do despise that emootionally fucked old man who makes my mind go crazy. Now for my mother, she's the opposite of my father I love her so much I couldn't live without her. Just one hug from her can make everything disappear for a while but it's never good to sweep things underneath the carpet is it? But it makes things temporary dissolve, oh if I didn't mention about Dolly she is not self harming and she says it doesn't matter. But it does to me I don't want her to hurt herself, but everytime I ask her why the answer is either "I don't want to talk about it" or "It makes things easier" but what is it making easier?

I better explain Dolly's experience in the last few months in detail.

1. Her older sister has fallen in love with a dirty old man pretending to be a 19 year old.

2. Her older sister has tried to hill herself by over dosing

3. Her older sister self harms for her "love"

4. Dolly over doses apparently "by accident" but I know it wasn't

5. Dolly get tormented by her sexual abuse from a child

6. Dolly starts to self harm

Wow. She's been through a lot, well more then that I'm just running out of the cases on which she has told me about. Here's the thing she doesn't tell me anything haha.

P.S. I don't care if any of you think we are tacky and just whining about out lives. We're telling people about us and our stories, if something worse has happened to you then come on stand up to the plate and do what we're doing. There is nothing wrong about people knowing the truth. If you don't like what either of us are doing then get the hell out of here and don't bother reading anything from me again.

 

 

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