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Jamie promised me he wouldn't cut again and I believed him. We stayed together for 6 months after that day. I was still waiting for him to tell me but I didn't mind. He'd tell me when he was ready. I still hadn't explained about my past experiences though. He DID mind about that.
Jamie hadn't mentioned it for a while and I assumed he'd forgotten. A few days after our anniversary, we were sitting in maths with a substitute teacher Mr Miles, when he suddenly turned.
Jamie- “Hey so… we’ve been together for a while now”
Me- “yeah”
Jamie- “and you trust me right?”
Me- “Jay, of course I trust you!”
Jamie- “Right well… you remember when you mentioned about the experience you had?”
I stare at him blankly…
Jamie- “About the Emo stuff? Remember Abi?”
Me- “Yeah… sorta… why’d you ask?”
Jamie- “Because I was just wondering if you felt like elaborating on the subject at all?”
Mr Miles- “QUIET AT THE BACK THERE”
Me- “Jamie there’s nothing to elaborate on”
Jamie- “Well there obviously is something- you said “I don’t want this shit again” if I remember correctly”
Me- “Yeah, I said that”
I don’t want to tell him. What will his reaction be?
Jamie- “Tell me Abi- we can tell each other anything you know that”
Me- “Yes but it’s one of those things I don’t like talking about”
Jamie- “I have a right to know for God’s sake!”
Mr Miles- “I THOUGHT I MADE THE RULES CLEAR- WORK IN SILENCE”
Me- “You have no rights over me! I have a choice whether I tell you or not”
Jamie- “I have a choice whether to end this relationship or not”
Mr Miles- “ABIGAIL AND JAMIE- PIPE DOWN AND GET ON WITH THE WORK”
Me- “DON’T YOU DARE THREATEN ME JAMIE MILLS! If you threaten me with a break up then I might just threaten to tell the whole class about you cutting yourself”
The class goes silent but I don’t care. He knows I hate pushy people- he deserves it the bastard. He stares at me with his eyes burning with rage. Everyone turns and stares at us. I stare Jamie out until he looks away with tears brimming in his eyes. He stands up as if to confront me yet he turns away and walks out the classroom door. Mr Miles- “Young lady, I think you need to leave the room THIS INSTANT and cool off outside”
Me- “I have a doctor’s appointment anyway” I pick up my bag and leave, walking out to the car park to meet my mum. I don’t see Jamie on the way. I feel terrible. But it’s about to get worse.
Doctor Rouse- “Abigail, how long have you been suffering from exhaustion?”
Me- “Not sure… a few months now I suppose”
Doctor Rouse shuffles in his seat. When he looks at my mum, he’s eyes are filled with sadness.
Oh no…
Doctor Rouse- “You’ve been experiencing a lot of pain recently, yes?”
I nod.
Doctor Rouse- “I’m so very sorry Abigail. You have a very rare and aggressive form of leukaemia”
“Leukaemia… no… you mean, like… cancer?” I whisper.
He nods.
Doctor Rouse- “I’m very sorry, but we must start treatment right away. Your first appointment is tomorrow, and I’ve set you up with the best doctor in the country. Now I’d like to explain to you how this will work, your medication…”
His voice becomes nothing but a murmur in the background.
I let tears stream off my face and watch them fall into my lap.
Why me?
Jamie hadn't mentioned it for a while and I assumed he'd forgotten. A few days after our anniversary, we were sitting in maths with a substitute teacher Mr Miles, when he suddenly turned.
Jamie- “Hey so… we’ve been together for a while now”
Me- “yeah”
Jamie- “and you trust me right?”
Me- “Jay, of course I trust you!”
Jamie- “Right well… you remember when you mentioned about the experience you had?”
I stare at him blankly…
Jamie- “About the Emo stuff? Remember Abi?”
Me- “Yeah… sorta… why’d you ask?”
Jamie- “Because I was just wondering if you felt like elaborating on the subject at all?”
Mr Miles- “QUIET AT THE BACK THERE”
Me- “Jamie there’s nothing to elaborate on”
Jamie- “Well there obviously is something- you said “I don’t want this shit again” if I remember correctly”
Me- “Yeah, I said that”
I don’t want to tell him. What will his reaction be?
Jamie- “Tell me Abi- we can tell each other anything you know that”
Me- “Yes but it’s one of those things I don’t like talking about”
Jamie- “I have a right to know for God’s sake!”
Mr Miles- “I THOUGHT I MADE THE RULES CLEAR- WORK IN SILENCE”
Me- “You have no rights over me! I have a choice whether I tell you or not”
Jamie- “I have a choice whether to end this relationship or not”
Mr Miles- “ABIGAIL AND JAMIE- PIPE DOWN AND GET ON WITH THE WORK”
Me- “DON’T YOU DARE THREATEN ME JAMIE MILLS! If you threaten me with a break up then I might just threaten to tell the whole class about you cutting yourself”
The class goes silent but I don’t care. He knows I hate pushy people- he deserves it the bastard. He stares at me with his eyes burning with rage. Everyone turns and stares at us. I stare Jamie out until he looks away with tears brimming in his eyes. He stands up as if to confront me yet he turns away and walks out the classroom door. Mr Miles- “Young lady, I think you need to leave the room THIS INSTANT and cool off outside”
Me- “I have a doctor’s appointment anyway” I pick up my bag and leave, walking out to the car park to meet my mum. I don’t see Jamie on the way. I feel terrible. But it’s about to get worse.
Doctor Rouse- “Abigail, how long have you been suffering from exhaustion?”
Me- “Not sure… a few months now I suppose”
Doctor Rouse shuffles in his seat. When he looks at my mum, he’s eyes are filled with sadness.
Oh no…
Doctor Rouse- “You’ve been experiencing a lot of pain recently, yes?”
I nod.
Doctor Rouse- “I’m so very sorry Abigail. You have a very rare and aggressive form of leukaemia”
“Leukaemia… no… you mean, like… cancer?” I whisper.
He nods.
Doctor Rouse- “I’m very sorry, but we must start treatment right away. Your first appointment is tomorrow, and I’ve set you up with the best doctor in the country. Now I’d like to explain to you how this will work, your medication…”
His voice becomes nothing but a murmur in the background.
I let tears stream off my face and watch them fall into my lap.
Why me?
Comments
| On April 22nd 2008 ilybaby06 Said : | |
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Oh boy!!! That was a turn!! Reading on :) |
| On February 22nd 2008 BlackHeartedMe Said : | |
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0.o wow. unexpected. kmp |
| On February 21st 2008 Charmhead Said : | |
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kmp |
| On February 20th 2008 rebeldork2 Said : | |
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I really like this it happend to my friend plzz kmp |
| On February 20th 2008 lalarubio23 Said : | |
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wow. really good. kmp? |


