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Jamie walked slowly towards me. I look up at him, still crying. He wipes away my tears with his thumb.
Jamie- “I don’t know what to tell you…”
Me- “Why do you do it?”
Jamie- “I… I can’t… I’m not ready to tell you yet”
I understood. I walk out of the bathroom, down the hall and back to my locker where I continue stacking my books up. Jamie is right behind and leans up against the wall.
Jamie- “Are you gonna tell anyone?”
Me- “No”
Jamie- “Not even Rachel?”
Me- “You put a lot of effort into hiding your arms from me so I’m assuming that you would rather people didn’t know that you’re Emo”
I continue stacking. All my energy is focussed on not crying again. I couldn’t believe I cried in front of him. It was weird- I almost felt comfortable doing it. For someone as dangerous as Jamie, he still manages to make me feel safe. I crush these thoughts and begin to reapply my makeup.
Jamie- “I’m not Emo”
Me- “Emo means emotionally unstable. You are emotionally unstable- that’s why you cut.”
Jamie- “You know a lot”
Me- “People learn through experience”
I finish up with my eyes and slam my locker door. I walk down the corridor heading towards my form room.
Jamie- “Experience? Wait Abi! Are you just gonna keep walking away from me?”
Me- “I’m not walking away, I’m avoiding this situation”
Jamie- “Oh right yeah. Just stay in your perfect little world. Just totally ignore me even though we’re obviously both crazy about each other already. Just keep avoiding me because you don’t care, don’t understand and YOU DON’T WANNA KNOW IN CASE IT INTERFERES WITH YOUR OWN LIFE”
I flip. I turn on my heel and slap him as hard as I can. The cracking sound echoes down the hall. His head jerks and he breathes heavily. He turns back and gives me a killing look.
“I don’t care? I don’t understand? FUCK YOU!” I shout, “I have a good reason to avoid you- I don’t want this shit again.”
I walk outside. No one is at school still. I walk to my form room but Jamie is right behind me again.
Me- “Stop following me”
Jamie- “No”
He pulls me away from the door and pushes me against the wall. He’s really pissed off. It terrifies me as I have a phobia of angry and violent people. I have to get away. As if this morning couldn’t get any worse, it starts to rain heavily. I’m shaking with cold and fear. Jamie notices, and he softens again. He doesn’t want to scare me. He hugs me against the wall and I calm down once more. He whispers into my ear, “Please don’t be scared”.
I hold on to him until he pulls away..
Jamie- “I’m not giving up on you.”
Me- “Did I say I was giving up with you?”
Jamie- “No I guess you didn’t. I will tell you one day. I just need to be sure about us…”
Me- “Well for starters, what is ‘us’?”
Jamie tilts his head to one side and smiles at me.
Jamie- “I’d like to think we’re a couple”
I don’t hold back on my excitement. I smile uncontrollably.
Me- “You sure?”
Jamie- “Positive”
Me- “Really?”
Jamie- “YES!” He laughs at me. “Do you want me to sign something to prove it?”
Me- “Well I have to be sure that you’re sure… I’m a big bowl of crazy to be honest” I laugh too.
Jamie stands against the wall and pulls me round to face him. I lean towards his lips and kiss him, and it’s like I’m being electrocuted there are so many sparks. Jamie holds me so tight and close, it feels like this moment will last forever.
I hope he never lets go of me.
Jamie- “I don’t know what to tell you…”
Me- “Why do you do it?”
Jamie- “I… I can’t… I’m not ready to tell you yet”
I understood. I walk out of the bathroom, down the hall and back to my locker where I continue stacking my books up. Jamie is right behind and leans up against the wall.
Jamie- “Are you gonna tell anyone?”
Me- “No”
Jamie- “Not even Rachel?”
Me- “You put a lot of effort into hiding your arms from me so I’m assuming that you would rather people didn’t know that you’re Emo”
I continue stacking. All my energy is focussed on not crying again. I couldn’t believe I cried in front of him. It was weird- I almost felt comfortable doing it. For someone as dangerous as Jamie, he still manages to make me feel safe. I crush these thoughts and begin to reapply my makeup.
Jamie- “I’m not Emo”
Me- “Emo means emotionally unstable. You are emotionally unstable- that’s why you cut.”
Jamie- “You know a lot”
Me- “People learn through experience”
I finish up with my eyes and slam my locker door. I walk down the corridor heading towards my form room.
Jamie- “Experience? Wait Abi! Are you just gonna keep walking away from me?”
Me- “I’m not walking away, I’m avoiding this situation”
Jamie- “Oh right yeah. Just stay in your perfect little world. Just totally ignore me even though we’re obviously both crazy about each other already. Just keep avoiding me because you don’t care, don’t understand and YOU DON’T WANNA KNOW IN CASE IT INTERFERES WITH YOUR OWN LIFE”
I flip. I turn on my heel and slap him as hard as I can. The cracking sound echoes down the hall. His head jerks and he breathes heavily. He turns back and gives me a killing look.
“I don’t care? I don’t understand? FUCK YOU!” I shout, “I have a good reason to avoid you- I don’t want this shit again.”
I walk outside. No one is at school still. I walk to my form room but Jamie is right behind me again.
Me- “Stop following me”
Jamie- “No”
He pulls me away from the door and pushes me against the wall. He’s really pissed off. It terrifies me as I have a phobia of angry and violent people. I have to get away. As if this morning couldn’t get any worse, it starts to rain heavily. I’m shaking with cold and fear. Jamie notices, and he softens again. He doesn’t want to scare me. He hugs me against the wall and I calm down once more. He whispers into my ear, “Please don’t be scared”.
I hold on to him until he pulls away..
Jamie- “I’m not giving up on you.”
Me- “Did I say I was giving up with you?”
Jamie- “No I guess you didn’t. I will tell you one day. I just need to be sure about us…”
Me- “Well for starters, what is ‘us’?”
Jamie tilts his head to one side and smiles at me.
Jamie- “I’d like to think we’re a couple”
I don’t hold back on my excitement. I smile uncontrollably.
Me- “You sure?”
Jamie- “Positive”
Me- “Really?”
Jamie- “YES!” He laughs at me. “Do you want me to sign something to prove it?”
Me- “Well I have to be sure that you’re sure… I’m a big bowl of crazy to be honest” I laugh too.
Jamie stands against the wall and pulls me round to face him. I lean towards his lips and kiss him, and it’s like I’m being electrocuted there are so many sparks. Jamie holds me so tight and close, it feels like this moment will last forever.
I hope he never lets go of me.
Comments
| On February 17th 2008 lalarubio23 Said : | |
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wow this is pretty good!!! kmp? |
| On February 16th 2008 Equasha Said : | |
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i just read all the chapters and i love this story i wud really appreciate if u wud keep me posted plz and great job |
| On February 15th 2008 whitneyleighh Said : | |
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yeah, he should tell her, kmp. :] |
| On February 15th 2008 Charmhead Said : | |
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kmp |
| On February 15th 2008 punkdancr Said : | |
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very cute! kmp! |
| On February 15th 2008 twilight8218 Said : | |
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great story! kmp |
| On February 15th 2008 BlackHeartedMe Said : | |
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I am in LOVe with this story. And I think maybe with Jamie. He's just sooo.... ummm... nice. I don't know. Great story. Keep me posted please! |


