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Do you ever come to those moments in life that you feel a chapter in your life closing?  Whether you like it or not it is closing.  It could be graduating school, or buying a new car, or losing a relationship.  I have felt this many times in my life.  I have a lot of chapters in my book.  Some where good, and some where bad.  I went through all their closings, but I have never watched one close so slowly.  I feel a chapter closing in my life right now.  It is closing so slowly.  Usually they just close.  Not this one.  I have done everything I could to keep it open.  Some things against my morals as a person.  To be frank,  I am just tired of holding the books pages open.  I in a way... want to be free.  I don't mean that in a relationship way.  I mean it like this...Have you ever stood next to a waterfall on a calm summers day, and felt the mist hitting your face.  The only one there is you, and the waterfall....picture it...quite...the light reflects off the water on your face, the wind hitting you, and you just put your hands up and think... I am free.   I want to scream.  I want to run around.  I want to climb that tree.   I want to meet that person.  I want to laugh, god knows that I don't laugh enough.  I want to cry, but this time because I am happy.  I want to cry in the worste way.  I want to twirl around with my hands held out and just look up at the sky.  I want.....to be happy.   I have been told that I deserve that.  I want to just be loved, and not judged.  I want unconditional atmospheres, and good times.  I want for this to be all over, and if the chapter is going to close the strength to just let it close. 

"God grant me the serenity to accept the things that I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, and Wisdom to know the difference."