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A girl approaches you as you walk down a beach.  She smiles at you, and you find her laugh amusing.  She is so beautiful. So intelligent.  She runs in the sand as you chase her.  Sand slinging out of her sandals.  You observe her hair as it brushes against her jaw line, and whisps against her cheek.  Her eyes penetrating your soul because you know she is into you.  You run together, and laugh.  Later on you stop, and take a break and sit in the sand.  Bonding, you talk about life, and what you want.  She tells you things that are so beautiful, as if she told you what you wanted to hear.  At that instant...at that very moment...you feel yourself fall for that girl....even if it is only a little.  You know it is only going to get stronger.  You think back at all your past relationships, and all the inept things that they have said and done.   Here you are stumbling into heaven.  It as if god planted her there just for you.  You go out to the movies....You go out to dinner.  Together you spend hundreds of thousands of man hours together..listening, laughing, crying...loving.  Then one day there is a distance. What is it?  Her laugh is no longer there, and if it is it is fake.  Her touch is forced.  Her smile sureal.  It is like you burden her.  It is like she thinks of you as a rotting animal, and you are too repulsive to spend time with.   She starts text messaging to mysterious people.  She starts staying out at all hours of the night.  Sneaking in at four in the morning.  Pondering, what did you do? Her apathetic nature depresses you.   What did you do to make her act this way?  I will tell you now.  She went shopping for a better model.  She got bored of you.  Instead of trying to work on the car....she decided it would be easier to just trade in the car instead of just replacing the breaks... Someone else came in the picture.  Probably told her something that she wanted to hear.  This in turn, made her think that maybe her relationship that she has with you is well...inadequate.  I know you treated her well.  I do not doubt you.  However, you can't stop a 2 ton boulder rolling down a side of a fucking mountain.  No matter what you do..no matter how strong you think you are..you will get squashed.   You start to ask her what is going on.  She gets upset, and starts yelling at you.  She is looking for any reason to destroy you.  Any reason to end this relationship that you have built.  It will make it easier on her.  She patiently waits like a cat....Finally it happens..ahh you were to "nice", or you are more like a brother.  Or maybe you are "insensitive" to her needs.  Maybe you "lied to her" for the last time.  I know I know,  you never lied.  Its just a excuse.  Mabye you never "listen" to her.  OH OH maybe..she needs to "find herself".  I have heard them all.  This is what will happen.  You will try to stop that boulder with all your might.  Then one day you will just stop because the wieght gets too heavy, and you let the boulder roll. I promise you this...... Sooner or later the boulder crashes,and breaks.  They will want you to hold them back up again.  Put them back in there place at the top of the mountain.  Be there again...........The question is.....will you?