[Suicide] PART 7

"Hang on, girl." Aaron whispered. His words brushed my ears with a warm feeling. It was a different feeling. It made my heart thud, and my face fluster. A sensation that I had never felt, only heard about. Nor had I any intenton to. His feet felt like they had feel out from under him. The jump was strong like a bound. My face felt the wind and car fumes ran past me. Skin tingling, and heart racing I felt a surge of adrenaline. I loved it. How long will it last? I didn't care.

Then, another thud. A large metal scrapping sound after. Feeling the rush come to a hault, I took a breath I had forgotten to take. Aaron looked toward me. But it was a little hard. His face seemed to be in a akward postition. I could see the smile though. That one smile that made me feel like the whole world wasn't so bad. He removd his arm from my torso, and pushed me toward the car. "Gravity...is on our side...it's easier to jump without so much weight..." He panted. Aaron clutched to the bars on top of the car. I followed his pattern. I hadn't reliezed, but the reason I still hadn't fallen off was because he was still holding my hand. It was a warm feeling that went like a jolt of lightening. I knew I was blushing, so I turned away. He knew what to do. He let go. "Sorry..." My head was still turned when I muttered, "It's okay..." I couldn't bear to look at his face.

It wasn't so hard, holding onto the bars of a car like this. Nice way to travel too. But I knew that we weren't really there and it wasn't something that was capable in real life. A bit depressing really. Aaron seemed a pro though. His eyes gleaming with this stemulation to keep going. I really wondered right there if he actually had done this many times before. I shook that thought right then and there. So stupid.

My feet didn't seem like they were going to fall off, so I enjoyed a bit of the veiw. I was deteremined that the driver couldn't see me. The other that almost ran me over (sort of did run me over) didn't. There was a feeling that I was safe. Aaron was turned the oppisite direction when I turned to him. I felt a tint of confusion in his panting. I hadn't noticed this, but from behind...he could look a little happy. As soon as I thought this, I felt stupid. He couldn't be happy...If he was here, there was no way he could truley be happy.

A sudden turn and look in my eye, was what he gave me. I almost fell off the car. Tightening my clutch to the bars, I asked, "What?" Aaron didn't seem to understand.

"You were the one looking at me." He retorted. I felt a pang of sarcasim in that sentence. I tried to think of some sort of come-back. "You have somethin' in your hair." Oh, that was so smart of me. What kind of come-back was that? Something in me said something wasn't right. I looked up. Aaron was smiling.

My eyes were wide, I knew it. Aaron was laughing. "Meggie...You know what? I'm glad I found you." I wasn't quite sure if that was a compliment or an insult. It seemed to be both to me. His pearl teeth shown in the sunlight that strayed over his head. "I'm just so glad...I didn't have to go through this all alone." The deep words were kind. Face to face with him, I remembered something. This feeling that I had felt when he was holding me.

"Meggie! Oh my god look at that!" He shouted. Without warning. I was shaken out of my logic thinking to turn around toward the front of the car. Over the bars, I could see a bright light. It was the sun, shining off the glass panels of the buildings. And they were tall. I wipped away at my eye with my free hand. This couldn't be right. Everything seemed to have changed. It was like a miniature New York. Reagen Central City was never so...so grand. The breath from my chest was taken away in an instant.

"Aaron...what is...I want..." I couldn't find the words. I wanted to plead to him never to leave me in this place. I knew I was probley going to get lost. Then, I felt a small warmth on my hand. Looking, I saw it was Aaron's hand. I started to panic in my mind. This was something I didn't know how to handle. "Meggie...I won't leave you..." Was all he said.

"Promise?" I suddenly asked. The words seemed to spill out themselves now.

"I promise." He humored.

When he didn't let go of my hand, I serectly thanked God. I thanked him alot. "Hey, don't frown like that." Aaron blurted. My heart raced as I answered, "Huh?"

"That look. It's gonna give you wrinkles." He critisized.

"Um..."

"Smile!" The sujestion was repulsive.

"I...can't..." These words were really hard to find.

"Please..." Squeezing my hand, his peircing blue-clear eyes thrashed at me. I didn't want too. Personally, I could barley remember when I had smiled before.

Then, I paused in my thinking. A pulling threw me toward Aaron. He had wrapped his arm around my shoulder. "Now...?" He whispered. I could feel the whisper tingle my ear and make my heart beat against my chest. I was scared. But I felt this odd muscle in my jaw retreact, and it felt good. This feeling like the world wasn't against me. I felt my head slip onto Aaron's chest, mindlessley. I couldn't comprehend it. Someone I hadn't known for more than a day, made me do something I never thought I could do again...

Smile.