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ALICA I'M LEAVING YOU,

ALICE??

I THINK TO MYSELF,

WHY DO I FALL FOR ALL YOUR LIES,

WHY DO I CRY WHEN YOU TRY TO SAY GOODBYE,

I DON'T WANT TO BE HURT BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE,

I RATHER TAKE WHAT YOU SAY THEN LET YOU GO,

YOU WERE THE ONLY PERSON THAT HELD MY HEART,

YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME AND IT WILL ALWAYS STAY THAT WAY,

I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE,

I DON'T WANT TO SAY GOODBYE,

I DON'T WANT TO LOOSE ALL THAT HAD MADE ME HAPPY IN THE BEANING,

ALL THE LIES YOU TOLD ME I BELIEVED,

I DIDN'T KNOW THAT FROM THE BEGINNING YOU WERE PLAYING A GAME WITH MY HEART,

YOU WERE PLANING TO BREAK ME FROM THE START,

I TOOK ALL THE BEATINGS,

I TOOK ALL THE LIES,

I TOOK ALL THE PAIN YOU CAUSED ME AND CLOSED THEM IN A BOX,

LYING TO MYSELF THAT EVERYTHING IS OK, 

TELLING MYSELF I CAN TAKE THE PAIN,

I LET YOU CONTROL EVERY MOVE I MAKE, 

I LET YOU CONTROL MY LIFE MY LOVE,

IT'S TIME FOR ME TO LET YOU GO,

I KNOW NOW WHY I WAS SO DEPRESSED,

BUT LOOKING AT YOU ONLY MAKES ME SICK,

YOUR TIME HAS COME ALL YOU HAVE DONE TO ME WILL BE DONE TO YOU THREE TIMES WORSER, 

YOU THOUGH YOU HAD ME,

YOU THOUGHT YOU BROKE ME,

I LAUGH AT YOU FOR EVEN THINKING IT,

LOOK AT YOU NOW ON THE GROUND BEGGING ME TO TAKE YOU BACK,

THAT YOU FELL BAD FOR WHAT YOU DONE,

THAT SHE TREATS YOU BAD,

THAT SHE HURT YOU,

I LOOKED AT YOU AND SMILED GO BACK WITH HER THE ONE YOU LEFT ME FOR,

THE ONE YOU CHEATED ON WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER,

THE ONE THAT YOU THOUGHT LOVED YOU,

HER PLAN WAS LIKE YOUR SHE TOOK ALL THAT YOU HAD,

AND LEFT YOU NOTHING JUST THE CLOTHES ON YOUR BACK,

I TURNED AWAY AND LAUGHED,

I CAN HEAR HIM CRYING OUT DON'T GO DON'T LEAVE ME LIKE THIS I LOVE YOU,

I LOOKED AT HIM NOW YOU KNOW HOW I FELT,

NOT A WORD NOT A SOUND CAME OUT OF HIM MOUTH,

FROM THAT DAY I LAUGH AND CRY ALL THE PAIN I WENT THROUGH FOR THAT STUPID GUY I WONDER WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM,

ONE DAY I FOUND OUT HE WORKED AT A BOOK STORE,

SO I THOUGH I SHOULD AT LEAST SAY HELLO IT'S BEEN FOUR YEARS SINCE THAT DAY,

I WALKED IN AND I SEEN HIM THERE SITING AT A DESK HE LOOKED SO SAD HE LOOKED SO LOST,

I WENT UP TO HIM AND SAID HI ALAN DO YOU REMEMBER ME,

HE LOOKED AT ME I SEEN SO MUCH PAIN IN HIS EYES,

AS SOON AS HE LOOKED AT ME HE SMILED AND IT SEEMED THAT I LIFTED HIS SPIRIT ALICE HOW ARE YOU DOING,

HE ASKED ME SO MANY QUESTIONS THAT I ALMOST FELL DOWN,

HE SOUNDED LIKE A CHILD EXCITED, HAPPY, AND HIPPER ALL AT THE SAME TIME,

I TOLD HIM I WAS DOING GOOD,

I HAD GOT MY OWN HOUSE AND A GOOD JOB,

ALAN WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?

HE LOOKED AT ME AND TOLD ME I NEVER GOT OVER YOU,

I WAS HOPING YOU FIND ME ONE DAY,

I WANTED TO ASK YOU SOMETHING,

OK ASK ME THEN,

ALICE I STILL LOVE YOU AND I AM SORRY FOR ALL THE PAIN THAT I CAUSED YOU,

ALAN JUST ASK ME ALREADY I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ABOUT THAT RIGHT NOW,

OK,

ALICE I WANTED TO ASK YOU THIS SO LONG BUT WILL YOU MARRY ME,

HE PULLED OUT A RING HE HAD IN HIS DESK,

I LOOKED AT HIM I WANTED TO CRY,

I STILL LOVED HIM BUT I DIDN'T WANT TO GET HURT AGAIN,

ALAN I CAN'T HE LOOKED AT ME WITH A SAD LOOK WHY NOT I LOVE YOU AND I KNOW NOW THAT YOU ARE THE ONE I WAS MENT TO BE WITH,

ALAN YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU HURT ME SO BAD YOU BROKE EVERY LAST PART OF MY HEART,

I DON'T WANT TO BE HURT ANYMORE,

HE LOOKED AT ME MAYBE WE SHOULD TALK FIRST AND SEE WERE WE CAN GO FROM THERE I AM A CHANGED PERSON I PROMISE YOU.

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