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THE ONLY THING I WSH FOR IS TO HAVE KIDS,

BUT ONLY THAT IS A DREAM THAT WILL NEVER COME TRUE FOR ME,

THE CHANCE WAS TAKEN FROM ME,

AND ALL I CAN DO IS TAKE IT AS IT IS,

I CRY EVRY NIGHT PRAYING TO GOD THAT HE WILL BLESS ME WITH A BABY,

BUT MY PRAYERS HAVEN'T BEEN ANSWERD,

THE ONLY THING I WANT IS A CHILD OF MY OWN,

I WANT TO ADDOPT,

BUT I WANT THE FEELING OF GIVING BIRTH AND SEEING THE LITTLE FACE WHEN IT CRIES,

OH HOW I ADOR A BABYS CRY,

THERE CRY MAKES MY HEART FALL,

I LOOK AT THE OUTHER WOMEN AS THEY HOLD THERE BABY'S IN THERE ARMS,

ALL I DO IS LOOK DOWN AND TEARS COME TO MY EYES,

OH HOW I WISH I COULD HAVE A CHILD,

THAT HORIBLE DAY I FOUND OUT I COULD NOT HAVE CHILDREN BROCK MY HEART TO A MILLION PEACES,

THE DOCTOR TOLD ME THAT I MAY NOT HAVE CHILDREN AND THAT I HAVE CANCER,

SO MUCH BAD NEWS THAT THE ROOM STARTED TO SPIN,

ALL I DID WAS LOOK AT HIM,

LOOKED AT MY MOM AND MY DAD,

I DID NOT SAY A WORD,

HE TOLD ME IF I HAD ANY QUESTIONS TO COME TO HIM,

I NEVER WHENT BACK,

I DON'T CARE IF I DIE TOMMAROW,

I DON'T WANT TO KNOW HOW MUCH TIME I HAVE LEFT,

I WOULD RATHER LIVE MY LIFE LIKE A NORMAL PERSON,

AND WHEN MY TIME COMES THAN I WILL GO,

WE WALKED OUT OF THE DOCTORS OFFICE AND I SAT DOWN IN THE LOBBY,

MY MOM HELD ME AND MY DAD TOLD ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK,

I COULD NOT HANDLE ALL THE BAD NEWS AND JUST STARTED TO CRY,

IT WAS HARD FOR ME I WAS ONLY 15  AND ALL THIS HIT ME LIKE A BULLET,

ALL I DREAMED OF SENCE I WAS TEN WAS TO HAVE A BABY,

I COULD NOT BELIVE IT ALL,

I FELT LIKE I WAS HAVING A DREAM,

BUT IT WAS ALL REAL,

IT TOOK ME TWO YEARS TO FINOLLY GET OVER IT ALL,

BUT I DO BRAKE DOWN FROM TIME TO TIME WHEN I SEE A BABY'S FACE,

THEY TOLD ME I HAVE CANCER BUT LOOK AT ME NOW I HAVE STAYED ALIVE FOR 5 YEARS NOW AND I AM STILL ALIVE,

THEY TELL ME I AM STRONG,

BUT I KNOW I AM WEAK,

MY WISH IS THAT I HAVE CHILDREN ONE DAY,

I KNOW ONE DAY GOD WILL HEAR MY PRAYERS AND BLESS ME WITH A CHILD,

ALL I CAN DO IS HOPE AND ONE DAY IT WILL COME TRUE,