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As a young boy I was unaware that anythin within my "family" was unusual. I remember playing outside in the mud, laughing, running around and being free. We lived in the countryside, along a dirt road, so it was farely deserted. I was a loner starting at a young age.

I remember going to school for the first time. I was happy back then. I made friends effortlessly. I had a birthday party in November and invited most of the class.. Some of the children were accompanied by their mothers. I remember mother ruined everything for me. We had all been in the living room waiting and we were on the floor playing with my trucks and my mother came out of her fucking room butt ass naked with 3 guys...who were also naked. Some of the parents left and my mother eas just so casual about it. the guys ran back in the room but she began to greet everyone in that way and said it had been a long night. So she wrapped herself in a sheet that had been around and told everyone that she had forgotten my birthday and that a cake or party doesnt change the fact that I'm now 6. Everyone left and my social life has never been the same again.

She was a polygamist so she always had at least 5 guys at all time. The guys changed up some. Roger and Rich are still with her from what I know. My mother was very short and very thin.. tits flat to her body.. she was very ugly.

When I got to be 10 she told me about how i could have had brothers and sisters but she had aborted them all.  I didn;t even have to ask why, she just started telling me. The memory is so vivid, it still hurts the same as it did the first time i found out. She had been having sex since she was 12 and had gotten pregnant by the time she was 14. Her father made her get an abortion and she said that she never knew hoe easy it was to just get them removed..

From 14-17 she had 2 abortions and 3 miscarriages. and when she was 18 she had me and kept me. then after seeing how hard it was to take care of a baby she went back to aborting. Apparently the only good thing about me was that her breast size increased and she didnt get her period for those 9 months. She breast fed me for a short time just to maintain the breast size and no period. She said that she was having sex through her entire pregnancy with an aray of different men. The thought frightened me. She said she was sure i would have more holes in my head than a golf course. I remember her taking so many pregnancy tests when i was younger.. and she would tell me she was pregnant with a baby boy.. and i would be excited.. then a couple days later she would tell me that "insertnamehere" went back to god. She named all the babies she got pregnant with. It's quite sickening.

When i was 16 I confronted her on the issue and asked her what her fucking problem was. She told me that birth control was to much of a distraction, and that she often forgot to take it. I told her to keep her legs closed and she just said "well thats no fun" I soon met Tammy and moved in with her. I couldn't deal with my mother. The sick part of this is that i lost my virginity to someone who had the same body type as her and she almost got pregnant. It was scary but i knew i would never have her abort.. then tammy came along who is much larger weight wise, but still had the same bad cigarrette breath and smoked crack.. so i mean, i never really got away from my mother. Not to mention tammy is 12 years older than i am.

I moved into the lake view trailer park and have been alright about it. Its so trashed she never cleans.. just like mom. She never cleaned either.or cooked for that matter. I cook though. I cook for tammy and her daughter.. Well, did cook for her until i kicked her daughter out. I can't bear to have an emaciated looking coke whore in the house with me. I ended up having sex with her, too.. it made me violent when she was around. She would seduce me and it was fun for a little while but fuck her. She's out. Don;t worry she was of age.

This whole upbringing made me sexually compulsive and ive had sex with alot of hookers and whores and have herpes and hep-c now. Tammy had HPV when i met her, but that didn't bother me.

Tammy is on the depot pill and i want children but im scared that something will happen to them. sigh*