First Kiss (6)

Xavier: Wow Aoki…you look…you look amazing.

Aoki: Thank you and you clean up pretty good yourself.

Xavier: I know, you ain’t got to tell me.

Aoki giggled at Xavier’s cocky remark. He laughed also and grabbed her hand. They walked inside the house and Aoki closed the door behind her.

Aoki: You have a beautiful home.

Xavier: Thank you. My mom is very high on a tidy house.

Aoki: And you’re not?

Xavier: Oh well yeah, but not like she is.

Aoki: Oh okay.

They walked into the kitchen and Xavier pulled the chair out for her. She sat down and smiled at the beautiful candle lit dinner table. He sat down in front of her.

Xavier: Why are you smiling?

Aoki: Because no one has ever been so nice to me before.

Xavier: I don’t understand why. You’re a very beautiful, smart, and intelligent person Aoki.

Aoki: Thank you Xavier, but this is too much for me.

Xavier put his hand over Aoki’s hand.

Xavier: Baby you are worth every part of it.

Aoki: Yeah you feel that way, but I don’t.

Xavier: Aoki stop putting yourself down so much. Just because some one has hurt you in the past, doesn’t mean I’m going to.

Aoki: But Xavier, I didn’t say that you were going to hurt me.

Xavier: Listen Aoki, don’t even worry about it. Don’t even trip.

Aoki could see that she must’ve really upset Xavier. She didn’t mean to.

All through the dinner, there was a terrible silence. Aoki picked at her spaghetti noodles as she thought about how she has disappointed Xavier.

Aoki: Listen Xavier, if you want me to go…then I’ll just leave.

He continued to eat, ignoring what she said. She sat and waited for a response, but got nothing. Aoki felt her eyes burn with tears. So she got up and ran to the door. Xavier got up and ran after her. He grabbed her by her waist and wrapped his arms around her.

Aoki: Get off me X, you don’t want me here…so let me go.

Xavier: No Aoki. I never said I wanted you to leave.

Aoki: But you never said you wanted me to stay either.

Xavier unwrapped his arms from around her waist and turned her around to face him. He could see rushing tears running down Aoki’s face. He wiped away her tears with his thumbs.

Xavier: Baby, stop crying. I’m sorry…I was just so frustrated and irritated with your lack of self-confidence.

Aoki: I can’t have confidence in myself. No one believes in me, no one loves me Xavier.

Xavier: That’s not true. I love you. Your family loves you.

Aoki: What about other people?

Xavier: See…that’s exactly what’s wrong with you now. You only care about what OTHER people think about you.

Aoki: So…

Xavier: So…Aoki it doesn’t matter what they think. Do you trust those OTHER people?

Aoki: No

Xavier: Well why do you give a damn about what they think?

Aoki: -SILENCE-

Xavier: Exactly…baby come back in and let’s just forget about all of this.

Aoki: Okay

Xavier grabbed her hand and they walked back in the house. They sat down on the couch and Xavier turned on the television.

Xavier: So what do you wanna watch?

Aoki: My favorite movie Selena was coming on tonight, but if you wanted to watch something else…I understand.

Xavier: No, I’ll watch whatever you want to watch.

Aoki: Okay.

Xavier turned to the channel the movie was on and it was just starting. He put his arm around her shoulders and she laid her head on his chest.

An hour later in the movie, the doorbell rung. Aoki looked up at Xavier and he shrugged his shoulder in a way saying he didn’t know who it could be this time of night. She sat up and he went to answer the door. She continued to watch the movie.

He opened the door and he saw the school’s biggest slut, Renee Pendleton, standing there in a mini skirt and a too little white tank top.

Renee: Hey Xavier, I hope I wasn’t interrupting anything.

Xavier: Actually you were. My girlfriend Aoki and I were watching television.

Renee: Hold up, there is only one Aoki that I know in our school. I know you ain’t dating her fat ass.

Xavier: Actually I am dating her and so what if she’s fat. She has a bigger heart than you’ll ever have.

Renee: But I bet you she can’t do the things I can…to have you wanting more.

Renee walked up closer to him and starting rubbing him between his legs. Xavier could feel himself becoming hard. He pushed her away gently.

Renee: Oh you know you want me, don’t even trip.

Xavier: I don’t want you Renee. I never will.

Renee: Yeah right.

She moved closer to him and kissed him.

Aoki started to become worried and walked to the door. She couldn’t believe her eyes.

Aoki: WHAT THE HELL!!!

Xavier pushed Renee off of him and turned to face Aoki.

Xavier: Baby, it isn’t what it looks like.

Aoki: That’s what they all say.

Xavier: I mean it. Aoki, she kissed me.

Aoki: Shut up, just shut the hell up. I hate you Xavier. I thought you were different, but I absolutely thought wrong. It’s over.

Aoki ran out the house and got into her car. Xavier ran after her, but she started the car and speeded off down the road.

Renee started to laugh.

Renee: Damn, I’ve never seen her run that fast.

Xavier: Shut up Renee. I just lost the girl that I loved the most.

Renee: Oh my God. I care why?

Xavier: Just leave, please.

He walked back in the house and slammed the door. He ran to his room and started crying.

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Aoki drove home doing more than the actual speed limit. Once she made it home, she ran in the house. Her mother was in the living room waiting on her.

Mom: YOUNG LADY WHERE…Aoki…baby what’s wrong.

Aoki walked over to her mom and her mother hugged her. Aoki began to cry on her mother’s shoulder.

Aoki: I caught him mom.

Mom: You caught who baby?

Aoki: I caught Xavier kissing another girl…

OKAY…SO HOW WAS IT? I THINK I MAY HAVE WENT TO FAST. FIVE RATES…PLEASE!!! J