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Fuck it. Is this how she felt? Out raged? Anger consuming mind and soul? Frustration burning with a fiery pain? It's all a circle now. Passed down from one to the next. A "habit" that's unforgivable. Spending every day deep in thought about this unforgivable habit, letting it consume your life.
You promised me that it wouldn't get any farther, that it was no big deal. What a fucking lie. I told you the moment you told me that, that I had said the same thing and that it was uncontrollable if you let it get to far.And the only person I have to blame now is myself. It was passed down to me and now I passed it on to you without knowing. This anger wouldn't be so great if it weren't for the fact that I know I started this all. I now know how she felt though as she commanded me to stop and I carelessly continued. She spent so much time and effort trying to get me to see what shit this caused. She spent hours telling me past stories of her life. When I heard them I was amazed and hurt, but that didn't stop me one bit from continuing. If I would've listened back then...This never would have got to you. Traditions like this are never meant to be. Scorn that raves through blood is not meant to be thrust out to the world. Anger this bad comes from very few things and I know understand it. I understand just how awful it is. A terrible darkness that has no benefit.
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