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My Bee: Life, Death and existentialism.

Today I had some strange thoughts about life, death, and the transition from the former to the later. It all started when I saw a bee at work. The office manager was there and she told me to kill it. I looked at her like I have done for years now when someone asks me to kill something, and said “no.” I don’t see a point in killing something I have no intentions on eating. (This is a thought I will be evaluating in this rant)
I told the manager that I would just catch the bee and let her go outside to go her way in peace. Then when I caught her I thought to myself, its cold outside the bee will just die if I put her out there. I wondered to myself what the difference would be had I just smash the bee or knowingly putting her in a position that would lead to death. Then I thought about who is it that justifies some killings and not others? Is there a will that does that? What would be the line in the sand for a murder?
I hold that to end a life, even a bug’s life, purely to satisfy my comfort is in itself absurd. Then I thought about what about food. It’s ok to kill something if it serves the purpose of sustaining my own life…Wait a second. How can I say it’s not ok to kill for comfort in one sentence and justify it in the next? If my logic continues so far then killing a person for the resources to buy food wouldn’t be wrong. Where is my logic failing me?
Anyway I thought I’d think this out a bunch later and brought my pet bee up to the office in the box I caught her in and left it on the counter. When I went back to get my pet bee I saw my friend Kim and was told that he killed my bee. I felt sad for my Bee and then I felt bad because it didn’t matter what I did for the bee when I met her…I still put her in a position that resulted in her death…then I felt good about the thoughts my bee gave me…then I felt bad because death is what life does for a living….anyway I was hoping the three wisemen would help me out with this. (Puma, Johnsmith88, and Heart) also I would like to here from Servant…..



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In response to madmarcus At 01:16 pm servantofall36 Said :
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I want to address what you wrote about love being opening yourself up even though you know you are giving someone the ability to hurt you and trusting that they will not. I think this is half right. I think that real love is self-sacrificial because it has to be. One must open up and be completely vulnerable to truly love. But, I think trusting the person you love to not hurt you is a falsity. Is it not better to recognise that they, being human, WILL hurt you somehow and not bother about it? The fact is people hurt the people they love. There will never come a time when this is not so. I think this is where bonds of love break down, especially in this society. Pie in the sky ideas like finding somone who will love you and never hurt you can never be realized. With love, the hurt can be obscene, the sense of betrayal heart-shattering. If one can look at love in the face and see that it is perfection, but still recognise that in the hands of fallible man it will be twisted and turned into a weapon at times, one is closer to the truth. Then, there is no fear in love, because the one receiving and giving it cannot be offended. The lines drawn in the sand are washed away with true understanding and mercy.

This just struck me, so I thought I might throw it out there. Though I never think I say these things clearly enough. :)
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At 11:59 am madmarcus Said :
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I read all your responses and liked them all. I will come back to this a bunch in the future. I worded my questions in a way that would focus on a bees life but I wanted people to understand the leap from that to human as Puffdaddypuff did...I like what puma said about not haveing an understanding on what defines a life. I heard it was defined as anything growing...and like Servant said plants are alive too. Something funny that I used to debate 500 nets about was that "God" tells us to eat his animals but not the fruit of life. ha ha.

anyway back to the nitty gritty. I don't believe in predestination but I do agree with the theory of apocatastasis. I don't believe everything happens for a reason and lean more to everything happened for a reason everything after that happens for no reason at all. Neitzhe made a point about how humans like to feel that something matters depending on the level of pain they would feel. as to point out that suffering is acceptable if its for a reason...much like my thoughts on killing...is it ok as long as its for a reason.

Like puma said. I saw the bee befor the manager did and was happy to watch her and say this is beutiful. stinger and potential to sting me and all...but then there was a moment where my brain was given a choice that would change every moment of that bees life after that point. It's life was placed in my hands, not by God, but just a regular human that was displeased by a potential threat.

I don't think that bee had to die for any reason. I don't blame the bee for being in the wrong place at the wrong time...or the right place at the right time. I see it as Kim killed my bee because he never thought about it's life mattering to someone (me) or at all.

I don't know I guess this really isn't about death but a relationship with life.

I heard it put that love was giving someone the power to hurt you and trusting them not too....the same principle applies here where the power was given by a defacto being that understands life and death in the insects place.

I guess all relationships are like that at one moment your given power over how someones life goes from then on...

Does that mean that I just dated a bee...for three hours before she died...I never did catch her name...not the first time that happend. lol.

That bee would have just been something cool to look at in my day had its life not been put in my hands.


I don't see what I wanted to do as noble or anything like that. it was more reflexive for me. The Golden Rule might have something to do with it...I got a bone to pick with that rule aswell...I call it Pyrite Rule...Fools Golden rule...do onto others as you know others will not do ontoo you!


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In response to nandizzal At 01:01 am ttPUMAtt Said :
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Hey ~Jordan~ you brought up two interesting points I wanted to hit on.

Natural selection, "survival of the fittest." Always curious what being fit was measured in. I suppose it's how well your species can interact among itself and with its environment. You hivemind and develop a system of communication with those you choose.

You also brought up reasoning and thought. Again, this is a byproduct of the hivemind need to understand. Human architecture is not impressive nor is it original, as it rearranges native Earth to be rigorous and pleasing in three dimensions and will crumble as quickly as a bee's nest, an unheeded reminder of our fragility and lack of control over the planet.

We are nothing more than egomaniacs that can communicate and reassure one another. Any understanding of external or internal percepts is nothing but instilled theory having been discussed for a mere 2000 years.

I guess another point could be what control the bee had over the situation compared to what control marcus had on the situation... was there any difference? How is it that we can act like animals when it suits us (a bear eating its prey), but at the same time remain so powerful and important (ooh our "logic" and our "thought processes" ooh!)
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At 11:02 pm nandizzal Said :
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so, if you wont kill a bee that you have no intentions of eating, would you kill a threat even if you had no intentions of eating said threat? I mean it boils down to kill or be killed and the natural selection theory. Its like this, that bee posed a threat. It was not your friend, contrary to how you felt about it. I guessing it said some nasty things to Kim behind your back resulting in Kim eliminating the bee. Also, If you want to look at the whole "Every living organism deserves life...unless I'm hungry" thing, here are a few of my thoughts. I think that there is a reason that some animals survive for centuries and others do not (insert natural selection here). There is also a reason that we (humans) are capable of reasoning and thought. So, I think this...
I do not think that you should blame yourself for the eventual dispatchment of the bee. I think that the bee entered into doom once it came across organisms higher on the food chain. The blamee: itself. I mean would you really expect to enter into a bear's den and expect them just to catch you and then release you? I know it is a bit different, thought process ability and all.
Let me say this, I think that we are carnivorous beasts (lol) and intend to stay at the top of the totem pole. To act as if you do not want that would be lying to yourselves. (ARE YOU READY TO GIVE UP YOUR COMPUTER? OR BETTER YET MACARONI AND CHEESE?) In addition, I am sure my logic has failed me also...faced with the same issue of to kill or not to kill the convenience store clerk for that slim jim. (this is only rhetorical, I do not intend to kill for slim jims) Ya know?
~Jordan~
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At 05:30 pm browneyes33 Said :
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"Then I thought about who is it that justifies some killings and not others? Is there a will that does that?"

That's a great question.. It's strange how one day you may kill a bee and not think twice about it, and another time swat it out of the car or house. I have never really ask myself why I don't just kill the bee every time. Of course this doesn't only occur with bee's.
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In response to servantofall36 At 05:02 pm PuffDaddyPuff Said :
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lol good to know, i love philosophical discussions like this, helps you free your mind and really think about things, although its not good doing it too much or i suppose you'd end up going mad thinking about such unanswerable questions and topics.
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In response to PuffDaddyPuff At 04:59 pm servantofall36 Said :
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Thank you for contributing that. I am really having a mind and heart feast today, for which I am thankful. :)
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In response to servantofall36 At 04:52 pm PuffDaddyPuff Said :
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yeh i was focusing on his point about humans killing humans for resources and such, i don't think bees have to have a purpose, i don't believe anything has a purpose really, i was just trying to put it in perspective comparing bees and humans.
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In response to ttPUMAtt At 04:49 pm PuffDaddyPuff Said :
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yeh ok that's cool, enjoyed the talk, but i would have to disagree with on that note, i don't believe everything has a set action and nothing can be done to change what we do and how we think about things. Free will does exist its just that people like to be like sheep and follow the one in front, its easier that way. Control has a big influence in that too.
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In response to PuffDaddyPuff At 04:45 pm servantofall36 Said :
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It is funny. When I was writing what I wrote, I did not think of the honey bees make. I did not think about their inherent usefulness to me(mankind). In other words, in evaluating the story MadMarcus put forth, this did not figure in. All life has some worth. I used to rail at God when we had to battle mice in the fall. "What is the point of mice even existing, God?!" But, as we know, there is a point to the existence of everything. It is just not for me to concern myself with such things. Living and dying come to all who traverse this Earth. The purpose of Life, even the purpose and timing of death are to big for me to grasp. I can only concern myself with the fact that life and death exist and seek to walk the path I agreed to from the foundation fo the world.
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In response to PuffDaddyPuff At 04:43 pm ttPUMAtt Said :
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Yeah, take off where we left off of figuring out when existence will expire...

This is my last post to you, as I don't want to gum up this pristine chat with blabber, but what I am saying is that free will does not exist.
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In response to ttPUMAtt At 04:42 pm PuffDaddyPuff Said :
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i suppose its how you look at it really. When we are long gone and all dead off a major cataclysm or something along that scale the earth will recover and continue its cycle as though we never existed and maybe another intelligent race will get a chance to take off where we left off. I agree with you in on your point about us not having a duty, of course we don't, it would be ignorant to think that. Life is just a ride i think, it has ups and downs, you can try and stay on it for as long as possible, but what is impossible is understanding how the ride works and when it started and when it will stop.
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At 04:39 pm ttPUMAtt Said :
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And if for some wacky fuckin' reason choice exists, then what does the destruction of the habituation-friendly environment (of life we know of) of Earth (the only place the life we know of exists) mean in the long run? What exactly is the long run? If such exercise in futility is a choice, then why do we persist to follow it to the end?
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In response to PuffDaddyPuff At 04:37 pm ttPUMAtt Said :
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Who are you to say that what is occurring to the Earth at the opposable thumbs of humans is in any way bad?

We are here and we serve our purpose. It's not our duty or ability to go against it or even possibly understand the beginning or the end of a chain that poured possibilities into concrete happenings that are systematically and equally dependent on every link of the chain existing.
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At 04:27 pm PuffDaddyPuff Said :
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god this is getting really philosophical, good point though i suppose, it all links in to the meaning of life lol You could say bees have a purpose in making honey, then yet again the only reason we see them as having a purpose is because they provide honey for food, we are selfish and take advantage of this, so what do us humans do? how do we benefit the earth, we are selfish, everything we do is either just to better human kind or involves killing ourselves, if bees didn't produce honey they would be counted as a useless entity and people wouldn't value them as much, like wasps or something. Maybe we are worse than wasps, i mean we don't help the world like wasps, but do wasps destroy the world?
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