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Well I'm Officially 16!!!!

For those that care, and those that have missed me here's whats been going on recently. About 1 1/2 to 2 months ago my parent's decided that this girl that I was talking to was bad for me. So they took away my phone and computer therefore rendering me helplessly lost. Because I thought I was never going to talk to her again I decided to attempt suicide, I almost succeeded. Looking back now I see how retarded that was and how I took something and blew it out of proportions. Well, the days went by and I was going crazy not being able to talk to her so I eventually found a couple of ways. But it wasn't enough and I got into a deeper depression everyday. Then, about a month later a friend of mine commited suicide,and another attempted to/ My father and I kept getting into fist fights, my grades dropped, my dog died, and life was going downhill with each and every day. THen I got put on anti-depressants about a week and a half ago but they made things worse instead of better and I took more than i was supposed to and they caused me to have suicidal thoughts. I tried again, this time I didn't come as close. No hospital visits or anything. And now, I'm kicked out of my house, living with my brother and hopefully I'll be moving to Virginia in a couple of months :]