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Don't drown in misery

Via( wtfisthis )
I hurt the girl that I love more than anything in this world and I nearly lost her. The thought is so scary, and I promised I wouldn't hurt her and I did. God why does this always fucking happen. I'm a horrible person.


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At 07:32 pm chickenbroth Said :
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You are FAR from being a horrible person. Don't let anyone (especially not yourself) tell you any different.
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At 07:11 pm m3LLyH3r01n3 Said :
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really its no problem at all. seems weird though that ive never actually talked to u on a thread hah but i felt compelled to reach out and help u. u seem lik a very genuine person and its people lik u that deserve support. plus its always nice to have people pick u up when ur down. if u ever need someone to talk to, even though i can tell u hav alot of ppl that care about u, just hit me up on myspace or AIM thats the easiest cuz this site is really slow on my phone lol but anyways it was a pleasure talking with u and i hope its not the last.
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In response to m3LLyH3r01n3 At 06:57 pm Andy2Anomaly Said :
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Yea it would've been horrible. She's amazing, in so many ways. She's beautiful, and sweet, she is everything to me and I trust her with my life. I couldn't live without her, not now that I've found her. And thank you, you're an amazing person yourself. You have no idea how hard it is to find people like you, and kitty. People that care about what happens, even if they don't know the person very well. I like to think I'm one of those people and well I know now that I'm not the only one in this world who cares. Thank you so much. You're right, it's not the end.
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At 06:51 pm m3LLyH3r01n3 Said :
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yea it would ofdefinatly been the absolute worse thing to end it. shes obviously not bad for u. ppl do stupid things and we learn from them. and both of u will learn through this experience. just dont give up, never give up. i told Criag Owens (singer for Chiodos), after i learned he was hospitialized for an overdose, i told him 'remember this is not the end' and its kinda become my saying- so im saying to remember this is not the end =)
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In response to m3LLyH3r01n3 At 06:44 pm Andy2Anomaly Said :
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Yea, and we have put it behind us for the most part. I mean, we're still a lil shaken and upset but we came to the conclusion last night that we love each other with our whole hearts. I mean, she tried breaking up with me, because she thought she was bad for me. But she couldn't she almost stopped breathing when she tried. And, well I don't think I could ever bring myself to break up with her either.
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In response to chaotickitty12 At 06:40 pm Andy2Anomaly Said :
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You are a great person kitty. Really you are. And I couldn't ask for anything more from a friend. You have listened to me bitch and whine about my life. And you have always been there for me. thank you. You have helped me so much, I really appreciate it.
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At 06:39 pm chaotickitty12 Said :
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actually*
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In response to Andy2Anomaly At 06:36 pm chaotickitty12 Said :
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i disregard all of my needs for those i care about. i would have lied to you, to ensure your well being. actally, i would have left already if i truly loved you. sometimes you have to hurt the ones you love to save them from yourself.
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At 06:34 pm m3LLyH3r01n3 Said :
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awww hah thats just amazing really. and this just proves y uhav those strong emotions and those that u cant control. you both are very lucky people to of found eachother. as hard as it maybe u hav to try to put this behind u guys and move on with life. no grudges. no regrets. this is whats gonna help u become even closer because if u can overcome this u can overcome anything together.
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In response to chaotickitty12 At 06:33 pm Andy2Anomaly Said :
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Yea, and a lot of people do. Don't feel bad for what you said ok? You're a sweet girl and you were just saying that because you didn't want to see me hurt. Thank you. And how is she different from you?
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In response to LilChaos258 At 06:32 pm Andy2Anomaly Said :
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Yea I know what you're talking about. And we promised last night not to do it ever again. And I won't because I swear I'm never going to do it again. Not after hearing the pain in her voice when I told her. And yea it's hard but I need to get it off my chest to someone other than her.
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In response to Andy2Anomaly At 06:31 pm chaotickitty12 Said :
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i get angry about things i dont understand, and your girlfriend is one of them. shes just so.. different from me.
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In response to chaotickitty12 At 06:29 pm Andy2Anomaly Said :
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No no no kitty. THANK YOU!! you're just looking out for whats best for me and I really appreciate that. I'm not angry, or anything. If anything I feel so much better just getting all of this off of my chest to people who care and understand
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In response to m3LLyH3r01n3 At 06:27 pm Andy2Anomaly Said :
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Yea and I will. This isn't like all of the other relationships. I've never ever cried so hard or hurt so bad when we argue or whatever. And I've never felt like I would do anything for the person I'm with. She is my everything. I mean, we have this connection. we finish each others sentences and take the words out of each others mouth. It's the weirdest thing but until last night I've been so happy. Even now, thinking about her i still can't help but smile even as I'm crying.
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At 06:25 pm chaotickitty12 Said :
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i told you i should've kept my mouth shut. :(
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