When someone tells you that they can be yours forever, just how are you suppose to react? Some might be really flattered by the idea, well I’m not I’m just kind of weirded out by the whole idea. Especially when you really don’ know them all that well. What if someone told you I wished on a star last night, and my wish was to be there with you forever? Forever is a long time and just doesn’t seem very realistic to me. It sounds like something a love sick puppy would say not a 24 year old man. I think he is just trying to run away from his problems, I think he thinks I can fix them. Well I have my own! Does this make me a cold horrible person? I am in no position right now to play rescue me from my life I don’t like. Especially when I’m not too happy with mine right now! Running away is the easy way out; trust me I’ve wanted to do it many times. It’s easy to be in denial, it’s even easier to live in a fantasy world. It just not being real, I’m not in to make believe. I’m too old buy into happily ever after fairy tales. I just don’t believe the reason he wants to be with me is that innocent. I have heard it all before people seem to think I’m they’re “shrink” and they seem to think I live in some “Leave it to beaver World.” Well news flash I don’t not even close. I should stop being so nice and stop being such a good friend that listens when you talk. I should be like everyone else and just talk about myself. I should stop caring about people. I should just be concerned with myself, and then I probably wouldn’t be flunking out of school. I would probably be less stressed out. Would I be any happier? I think good grades would make me happy. Why can’t I be selfish, and conceited?