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These are my thoughts

Or lack thereof. The aching empty of my head is almost too much too take. You might get windburn should you step inside to see what makes me tick like a broken clock; out of sync and out of time. What's left inside me rattles around my skull like rocks thrown into a dryer by a child who just wants to make some noise. My head feels noisy but my mouth remains silent. I do my speaking through my fingertips where no one knows just who I am and no one cares to find out. Which is just as well because I can't find out. I hide from myself. Hide and seek like life's a game for everyone to lose. I ask myself if all I've done was worth the cost and sacrifice of self to stand before My Lady Theatre and offer what little of myself I possessed, while others spat upon the sacred ground. For them, it was to push themselves upon everyone and pry praise from the public's mocking lips, not realizing that no one else really cared. I gave up my self to find that no one cared.
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At 11:02 pm grindcorekid Said :
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haha. i was just kiddin around... i cant talk about cunt gurgle around here? they're a local band. haha
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In response to numbbbb0z At 10:41 pm cassiegiraffe Said :
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whaaa....? i have no idea what you said...
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At 08:10 pm smexyskittles Said :
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hello?
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In response to cassiegiraffe At 08:09 pm numbbbb0z Said :
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leaving times of thoughts to think out every possible way there is and every spectrum of the whole. i like it
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At 07:16 pm cassiegiraffe Said :
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honestly that's just how i type. i think very slowly. i speak even slower. unless i've had too much sugar...
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At 09:46 pm numbbbb0z Said :
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*Doesn't know what to say as he thinks, "I care, and she's typing too clearly. Makes for a good novel I think some say others would not. Lend a helping hand and a listening ear?"* More. More. MORE. Whatever helps! Whatever helps. I still think you're too restricted. This excercise is to help you write freely, and it seems like..You were about to get in a deep thought (deeper than you've already thought) but you cut it off with a period and said, "I can't find out. No one else can. No one cares." Eitherway, I still like it but I just think you have to let go of grammar and just type your fingers out until they bleed, bleed like the emo sun so many have said were black and depressed over.
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At 09:40 pm numbbbb0z Said :
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Hahahhaa. I was just gonna say, "What have I started?" :P *Reads*
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At 09:35 pm cassiegiraffe Said :
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I rant because everyone else does. Hurray for conformity.
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