http://www.testriffic.com/poem/Autumnr1/122409
read this new poem and stop trying to off yourself im sure it will make you feel better its called karma
GOD, IF YOUR FUCKIN SUISIDAL, WHY THE HECK ARE U STILL HERE? I BET YOU ALL CUT SIDEWAYS TOO. TRY CUTTING UP. THEN ONCE YOUR DEAD, ILL PRONOUNCE YOU SUISIDAL. AND TO ALL PEOPLE WHO CUT THEMSELVES..ARE PRETTY MUCH THE HUGEST POSERS THERE ARE. YOU KNOW WHY? BECAUSE THEY SEEK THE ATTENTION. THEY FEED OFF IT. THEY ACTUALLY SHOW IT TO YOU TO MAKE YOU CARE.
I down a fifth of Sam Adams and pop 10k MG's of Robitussin and strangle myself with the shirt about every night. But that's just pure fun. Suicidal? Sure I write about what it'd be like to stab myself in the knife with a neck, and sure I often sell my most valued posessions to friends and family, and yeah I've written a last note atleast 10 times. And yes, I've even tried to OD atleast 10 times this week. But suicidal? PAHAHAHA! What a load of bollocks! The only suicidal people are the people who've already killed themselves, leaving no one (or themselves) to know whether they were suicidal in the first place. Most people (often wrongly assumed to be suicidal) are just death-fantasiers.