i didn't put everything i wen through. i'll tell in an IM if you have any messenger service. but i will say that i used to look at hell as a relief because of it
Dude what you went through is worse then me I was adopted into a supposed loving christian family. let me tell you i don't believe in god after living there I was forced to stand in a corner day after day telling my mother i was a retart over and over...she shook me upside down till blood ran down my nose...he would stick his hands in my pants and my biological sisters he would grab in no places a father should ever touch...now finally after 21 long years she is going to cuort for neglect and him as a sex offender