im in love with this guy.a nd he loves me as a friend and we're 5 years apart. and i just wanna be able to go to sleep knowing he's beside me. i love him. i know he's the right one. i feal alive and special and me when im with him. he's my best frien.d we tell each other secrets. and are crazy together. and we love eachother. as friends. and we run around being crazy. and he takes me places. and we blast music and dance. and his mom loves me as a daughter as well as the rest of his family. i have cried in his arms and laughed in his arms fallen alseep in his arms. we love eachother. what do i do. he's gonna be married before ig et a chance...=[