It's not that hard to believe you're crying over a cat. You depended on it..it's okay. Let out your tears. It may come back, someday! I remember when I was 11, and the cat whom I've had for 5+ years ran away all of a sudden. I still sometime cry to the thought of him (99 years later ;P). It's okay to cry over a cat. Some of the best relationships ever are with our pets, because they're sometimes all we have when we have no one. It's okay <3