i feel like no one would care....and all i am doing on this earth is either hurting people or sitting in a dark corner with no one....why should i be here seriously?
Don't take your life!! It's the greatest thing that you've been given!! Alive, you will always have the opportunity to be a friend to someone who needs one, to give a smile to that other person who might want to take their life. And, if you fight this feeling, which is from Satan, then you help other people to overcome their feelings of self-destruction. But besides all of this, God the Father loves you. And, if you take your life away, you can't experience the wonderful things that God has planned for you.
I was in no way trying to insinuate that you are not going or have not gone through a lot of hardships. However, although you may think that your unbearable pains of life are not felt by others...they are often times severely worse than yours. Since you are still young and cannot necessarily change everything that contributes to the things that hurt you...you CAN still change the things you are causing on your own. In a few years time, high school, your years of living under the roof of your parents...everything...will be behind you. You will, at that point have the opportunity to determine what and who is significant in your life, how to live your life without being held back and what is worth your heartache and tears. And I promise you, this won't be one worth shedding a tear for when the sudden realization comes that YOU are responsible for whether your experiences will hold you back (resulting in unhappiness)...or help you grow to be a better person (resulting in the acceptance of your unfortunate circumstances that will ultimately result in happiness). Just think about what it is that you do and do not have control over and start acknowledging what is and is not your own fault...you must be willing to accept what your choices and actions can bring, or you must change what you don't feel you can accept.