Now That I'm Not With You

Sometimes I sit and stare
and I always wish you were here
This pain is almost more than I can bare
but I have no one to dry my tear.

You showed me things
that happiness brings
You're why this heart sings
and why I bought these rings.

So many times we would fight
and your happiness was my delight
Now I'm up all day and night
suffering with my biggest fright.

I did all I could do
to be there for you
I was always true
and tried to never make you blue.

We parted ways
and I spend my days
Leading life to strays
without your love's rays.

I wish I could see you again
and atleast be your friend
Though I suffer with a heart that won't mend
this love for you never ends.