I want to let you go

We hold hands in public

We sit together during lunch

We talk forever on the phone 

We act like a normal couple

but what i feel inside?

i hate it when people call us a "cute" couple

i hate it when you hold my hand when i made it clearly i don't want to

i hate it when people tell me not to break up with you

i hate it when all my friends could talk about is you and me

i hate it when you follow me EVERYWHERE

i hate it when you hug me and never let go

i hate it when people go "ahwww" when they see us together

i hate it when you call me and than we end up saying nothing for 5 minutes

i hate it when you tell me you love me and i have to force myself to say it back

i hate to break your heart when it been broken many times

but i know yooh can get better

so just let me go

which is what i want