family

you said you would always be with me you lied.when i cried you would hold me in your arms dont wast your breath your just a wisper away yet i cant here you.why did you have to leave to take your awn life.our little girls death wasn't your fault yet you say it is.i miss your sweet smile and touch. i think now this blade shall end the pain that i have tried to hide and bring me with a family i wish i had.