Sick of trying

I am so sick of trying  my best

When obviously my best will never be enough

I am so sick of trying to help

When all I do

Is get pushed away

So maybe I should just stop trying altogether

Stop trying so  hard to please them

When they don't even see me

Cos all I'll ever be is invisible

Even to the people that I thought who cared about me most

I'm still not there

They just look right past me 

While all the glory goes to someone else

So why can't I just be left alone

Left to be as invisible as I feel

Instead of making me try harder and harder

When I've already reached my limit

Time and time again