Closure that will never come

It's like I'm watching the blood on the floor rewind,     

Were are the scars on mt heart on my heart,     

The holes in my mind?

My Pillows tearstained, my heart it's still cold,

The memories of my past seem to always unfold,

But I know my heart was broken and the blood on the floor was there,

Cause I can still hear the screams when the pain was too much to bare,

As the screams grow louder they seem to echo in my mind,  

Crying, I drop to the floor just one last time,

It's like I'm going back in time to the day you broke my heart,

That day you'll never know, But you shattered my whole world apart,

I can't take the pain or the emptiness that I feel,

A pain so intense it's so hard to believe it's real,  

As I close my eyes I pray for closure I know will never come,

I pray for the strenght to overcome my fears I'm running from...