Secret

Wanna know a secret? Well I'm afraid of the world because they want me to die

can you believe it?, but I'm still alive

and been floatin' since '95 with my chin held high,

but I'm so dead inside

Let the problems just roll off my back into a pile

because it's just a bunch of shit that I cant deal with right now

and im tired of always guessin' and messin' it up again

and the next day its even deeper and im steady sinkin' in

I took a look at myself and came to grips with what i found

it was a vision of a child, disturbed and broke down

no soul, no heart cuz' i gave it away

no time for feelin' sorry, ill grieve another day

and all those years are stored in storm clouds

that hover above me, uncover the ugly

continue to haunt me when I was feelin low

thats the same reason i hold on and never let go.