Maniac

I am my own worst enemy

I'm not the smartest mother fucker and shit, I don't pretend to be

And why I am the way I am is not a mystery

My minds not in proper working order, we're in therapy.

Deranged, confused, and mentally abused

I've been hangin' on a string, so what the fuck I got to lose?,

And what the fuck I got to prove to you?

If you don't know me by now, you'll never know me

You can put that on my real homies.

I got problems and they stack like bills

And I relate to the broken, bleeding heart love killed

And I waited in the shadows, awake in the dark

Hoping to talk to the past, god I'm fallin' apart

I'm such a mess, indecisive, fadin' away

I'm out of touch with society and livin' today

Never relied on my sanity, I threw it away

To become the maniac that's got your attention today.