The despair of the young

Intro

The dreams fade away

As does the hope of surviving

The pain of the future

And growing old

Verse 1

It’s been so long

Since I’ve felt the love of another person

Loneliness has been my closest friend

As it’s the only thing that hasn’t left me.

Trapped in despair I’ve been replaced

The truth I’ve denied so I don’t cry.

Verse 2

I embarrass myself to be noticed

Losing my dignity to humour and humility

How will I be remember otherwise?

Not through how beautiful and smart I am

But by how pathetically ditzy I make out myself to be

But it only makes me more alone.

Chorus

My heart feels heavy weighing me down

Each beat shattering my chest

Self pity over powers all

I just can’t shake the feeling of failure

My soul is letting go of my dreams

They disappear into the moonlight sky

So does my hope to find that special moment

Where I finally feel I haven’t wasted my pitiful life

Verse 3

Sympathy can be a cruel thing

Giving people fake hopes only to be shattered

Crying so hard u cant breath

Face blotchy and even uglier then before

There is no way you can win

What’s so different about me I need to be always alone?

Chorus x2

My heart feels heavy weighing me down

Each beat shattering my chest

Self pity over powers all

I just can’t shake the feeling of failure

My soul is letting go of my dreams

They disappear into the moonlight sky

So does my hope to find that special moment

Where I finally feel I haven’t wasted my pitiful life

The dreams fade away

As does the hope of surviving

The pain of the future

And growing old