Confused When It Comes To You

Confused When It Comes To You

The Romeo of my life
loves another Juliet
Shakespeare has left me out
Forgetting I need to feel as well
So instead of having my balcony scene
I sit and watch them enjoy theirs.
While I wait and hope one day I’ll have my turn

Just love me that’s all I ask
To feel the kiss I’ve dreamt for years
Turn my fantasy to real life
Making me truly happy for the first time
Help me feel what songs explain
Make the heart ache go away
Show me what I see in the movies
Give me the happy ending others seem to get
I just want your love.

If only I could get you alone with me
Just so I can tell you in peace and be happy
Having to hide this from you for so long has been hard
And I just want you to know the truth
Because who knows what your reaction will be
Maybe god but could also be bad.

Would you laugh if you knew the truth?
Brake my heart by turning me down
Or would you accept it with open arms?
Say you feel the same and my dreams finally come true
It may be neither, accept it but turn me down
I’m so confused on what to do when it comes to you
I can’t forget your beloved girlfriend it is not fair
Trying to steal you away from her and brake her heart
I’m not like that.

So I guess I’ll stay quiet and wait for a while
See how you and her go, never know what will happen
But if you lover her and not me then that I accept
If you do I wish you luck with all, hope you last
I’ll be fine, I have to be don’t I!
Because my life can’t go on a pause if I feel depressed
No. It goes on and so will I!
But I will never forget that time you asked me out
You did like me once and I hope you don’ forget either.