Mama

MAMA

What is happening to me?

There is no happiness spreading around on the inside

I only wanted to be left alone out of the blue

I only and only wanted someone to be on my side

The tears are now fearing of me

Myself, Personal, and I

There are no good days for me to survive free

Mama, you are too blind to see me in a pain to make me die

Mama, you don't understand how much I am feeling this way

I know your pain when you were young

I know your stories in your past days

The words behind my tongue

Mama, you don't know me as well as I know myself

This is my first time to write a poem to express my pain out

To yourself

I am only the one invisible in here in a doubt

Mama, Mama, I am screaming in a dead mute

To weep in a sea

Only and one the pursuit

Of love to take me away to be free

August 22, 2008