A Desired Love

Only I want to let the tears slip out of the eyes
But I reject to allow it
I desire none of this things happen
Walk past you

It was all imaginary
All I see your smile upon the stars
On a daily basis, I miss you
Stillness crushes my soul into the soil

Oh darling, are your eyes sightless?
I am putting my back into a smile
When I am dying inside
All of the acts

I've acted through the tears
I've putted on an act
To let the things goes on by
Even though my heart is shattering itself

Into an innocent, pure blood
I wish to drop of fluid from my eyes
I may be headstrong
Although I am not strong enough

Something is missing away from my life
A grief is coming back for more
Under the dark, black days
I pretend the things never happens in the past

The past is enduring to kill me
None of the pains are vanishing away
Without the sorrowfulness
I hope for the past to leave me behind

It is not leaving to permit it happen
All I wanted a love to fade into a dust
However my heart speaks
It won't leave you

until your heart replies back
The simple words are voicing violently in my thoughts
I miss you
Wishing I am back

To the full heart
Where it was not meant to be broken

May 13, 2008