My Living Nightmare

I want to die
I want to go away
I won't lie
I don't want to stay

If you weren't here
I would be so happy
But it's you I fear
I'll never be free

You haunt my days
And reside in my nights
I hate your ways
But I'm too scared to fight

I see your face
So horrid and mean
In a nasty place
I call my dreams

You are my terror
You're in my dreams
You're my living nightmare
Where I've learned not to scream

You are my nightmare
But when I'm awake
You continue to stare
And I know you aren't fake

But you're completely real
And you won't go away
You're something I fear
And I don't want to stay

You make me wanna die
And want to go away
You make me cry and cry
Because I know I have to stay