Scars

Can I feel at all?
I am not gonna lie
But sometimes when I fall
I wish that I had cried

When I can no longer feel
I cause myself pain
Just so I feel real
But it fades and I cut again

It leaves scars behind
Not that I asked it to
But still scars you will find
Even if you don't want to

I try my best to hide
But soon they will show
Even though I tried
You're probably gonna know