Really

Living as I dream
Dreaming as I live
Life isn't what it seems
Nothing ever is

Breathing cause I have to
Smiling cause it's right
Doing things I didn't want to do
Staying up all night

This might not make sense to you
But it doesn't matter to me
No one reads these, and you...
You don't care, so I'll let you be

Time rolls on and on
My life keeps moving forward
Just like your favorite song
Or maybe its a broken record

My dreams are leaving me
My heart is sinking in my chest
You're never gonna see
Cause you assume you know the rest

But you don't know a thing
My life is a broken record
That I stopped trying to sing
So I stopped moving forward

I'm stuck in one place
I wish you were here
So you could see my face
And see all the tears

That roll down my cheeks
They're all for you
As I try to speak
You don't cry do you?

This doesn't really make sense
But it doesn't really matter to me
Cause I never really meant
For you to ever really see