Confusion

Flip, flop. Hip, hop. Around and around. Nothing found. 1, 2, 3, 4 Here we go. Nothing more. Spinning here. Spinning there. I don't know if i care. What to do? What to see? Why does it have to be me? I don't know.Should I not? Much I know I've forgot. Hate and fears. Pain and tears. Nothing known. Nothing shown. Nothing known. Nothing felt. Everyday I have delt. What to do. What to see. What does everything meant to me? Around and around. Up and down. Twist and shout. I have doubt. Do you know? Do you see? Are you the person you want to be? I'm confused. So are you. This is nothing that is new. Everyday it's the same. Everyday I go insane. A wirlwind in my mind at night. A wirlwind in my mind when light. Spin and spinning. Think and thought. I don't remember every thought. Confusion here. Confusion there. A mind spinning without a care.