Hold Back

I spend all day,

Hiding myself from you,

When will speaking get easier,

I’m always told it will,

I’m so frustrated,

However much I try I cannot,

Bleed.

Until the day is over,

I will hold back all the tears,

Until I can find something sharp,

I will hold back all the pain.

And I’ve promised everyone,

A million times,

That I’ll stop and tell someone,

There’s nobody around,

That I can talk about this with.

Until the day is over,

I will hold back all the tears,

Until I can find something sharp,

I will hold back all the pain.

Until the day is over,

I will hold back all the tears,

Until I can find something sharp,

I will hold back all the pain.

I can’t go any deeper,

Even though I’ve tried,

I cannot shed much blood,

Even though it’s all I want,

Even though it’s all I want.

Until the day is over,

I will hold back all the tears,

Until I can find something sharp,

I will hold back all the pain.

Until the day is over,

I will hold back all the tears,

Until I can find something sharp,

I will hold back all the pain.

Until the day is over,

I will hold back all the tears,

Until I can find something sharp,

I will hold back all the pain,

I will hold back all the pain.