Black Sheep

It doesn't matter the conversations
Nor the promises I keep
To you I'm still the little girl
Labled the black sheep
Oh you'll talk to me when I'm alone
At least a word here or there
But when I'm with someone else
Its like you still don't care
Its like I just vanish
Without a trace or a sign
Its like to acknowledge me
Would be a waste of time
All I ever cared about was family
And I thought I had all of you
Tood bad it took me this long
To catch on to the clue
I should of caught on sooner
I'm not exactly dumb
But now I have no direction
My feeling are just numb
I spend my holidays alone
If I didn't I'd just cry
Cause when everyone gets a hug
You all just pass me by
On the other hand I should thank you
You guys are the reason I write
Cause when you act like i'm not there
I try to leave your sight
I just write my feelings down
And then at the end
I put my notebook away
And I'm happy Anna again