Crushing

Having a crush on someone, seeing that person just about everyday, and that person not knowing, has got to be one of the worst feelings in the world. I get overwhelmed by emotion every time I see her......so much emotion in fact that sometimes I feel as if I could explode, and end up showering her in my emotions and true feelings. At times she is like a beautiful rose surrounded by a forest of thorns. I'm willing to brave the thorns to reach her, carrying a satchel of courage , so as in order to have enough to be able to ask her out. Every step through the thorns forces a thorn to puncture my satchel  , spilling my courage slowly.  And upon reaching the rose all my courage is drained, and my satchel of reserver is empty.  Every time i see her it is as if my heart is floating in the moons atmosphere. And at the same time my heart also feels as if it is falling from 35,000 feet into the cold atlantic ocean.....and after impact it sinks slowly down to the dark frozen depths of oblivion..........