Addicted

I never knew that I could feel

an addiction to you

but I guess it's my turn to conceal

my feelings so you don't know what you do

I'm addicted to this boy

His name is ______

but I think he treats me like a toy

and I feel like every turn I take there's a new corner

I don't understand

how I can feel the way I do

for this to happen I never planned

are my feelings for you seethrough?

I feel as though I never want you to go

not like you have a choice

when I began to feel like this, I don't even know

yet I always yearn to hear your voice

If you could, would you run away with me?

and just let it be the two of us, you and I

If you could, would you and I be

together if I promised not to lie?

Every time I am away from you

Every time we say goodbye

I don't know how to feel or what to do

but I know I'd be a fool to cry

I wonder if you know that I'm addicted to the hope that one day you will realize and return the feeling of love I have for you.