When I see you

I am confident but i can't move

you make me freeze

I'm calm but then im nervous

i am shaking in my knees

the first time this year we came face to face

I am talkative but no words can i say

i have never been shy before

everything i am not i was that day

i was once calm

but now i shake

i was once a dreamer

but now i am awake

Awake to a sad reality

you can't judge a book

i realized this when he passed me by

without a single look