The Silence...

I close my eyes and listen
I can hear them near,
I hear them come so much closer,
I can smell their fear.

They don't know how much,
I have suffered and had to endure,
They took it all away from me,
They almost took my life and called me insecure

I look up to the sky, reach out for the sky...
I see a big bright light.
I reach up and i cry...

God has now forsaken me,
Devoid me of my life.
Alone now i will stand here,
And take in all my strife.

At the final moment,
The sink the blade straight in,
That bright light explodes on me,
Giving a gift, the product of my sin...

Black wings erupted,
silence grew,
I now had knowledge,
I never knew...

To repent my sins
I would die in pain.
To live forever,
And go insane.

*this poem is not finished and will be eventually. part two will be next.*