Mommy?

This was written from the point of a baby inside the womb of a mother who knew she was pregnant, but refused to believe it and ignored it, till it was to late.

Mommy this was no accident you knew I was there

You continued to ignore me and carry on with

You’re old ways.

You drank and smoked like I was not here

You partied like you did not care

I knew you did mommy, I heard you cry

Just because he did not love you

Does not mean you should have punished me

I know you would have loved me mommy

It hurt me all you partying, I thought I could survive

If you just calmed down, but you did not

You knew I was inside

The drink hurt made, made me scream

I was only little, no wonder you did not hear me

I wish you had listened to me mommy

The smoking made it hard for me to breathe

You were suffocating me slowly mommy

Why mommy why?

Mommy I begged you to stop, I wanted to live

I know I was an accident, but you still could have loved me

I heard you cry as I was going away, you knew I was there

I felt you touching me, mommy it felt nice

You voice was sweet mommy, I wish you give me a chance

But mommy I do not blame you, for I was just an accident after all